I ATE SUPERMAN

DIARY OF ANNE FRANK-2

2011-04-08T23:38:00.003+08:00

Havent thought of a title yet, because i'm not sure if this is going to be the only one time i'll be writing this year or maybe i'll slowly start to neglect my studies, be a blogger addict and basically, screw up my life. wow, that statement was so wrong on so many levels. but i'm referring to the extreme here.

haven't written in such a long time!

i like blogger, maybe cause it's become the new traditional diary now, i haven't gotten interested into livejournal or tumbler. if i wanted to expose myself i'd go to tumblr. which is quite ironic considering the fact that this is posted on the net. but still, i don't reckon anyone still comes to my blog. congratulations if you do!! now go get a life.

i can feel my brain shrinking, like literally. not because i ain't using it, i think it's the whole concept of globalisation happening in my mind. i can link so many of my subject topics together now, they don't seem worlds apart anymore. woooowwwww. mind-boggling.

did i mention i'm 15.

15, soon i'll be sixteen and i won't be able to hide behind the excuse "i'm too young" anymore. sooner or later i'm going to have to get my ass up and do something about my couch potato life! in this case the couch is school and the potato is me. no TV, no freedom, no life involved. it's all just school school school.

another classic example of how i threw the opportunity to sleep early away

just decided on the title. no one's here to see it so i'll do what i deem fit! hehheh, i'll revolutionise the world, with words, like poor lil' anne, she doesn't know i found her book dreadfully boring. perhaps she could have included the parts she took out instead.

PINHOLE CAMERA

2010-11-24T00:57:00.002+08:00

i'm no np camp nerd. but this time i really miss my mates, for some odd reason. only nerds would suggest a group outing. only nerds would stalk her members on facebook for pictures. only a nerd would talk to their group instructor on fb chat.

i'm that nerd.

damn life's complicated!

hey who knew your childhood science encyclopedia could be so interesting. i gotta make a pinhole camera asap, sounds like fun. how often does your camera project images upside down eh?

anyway i miss camp. not just the people, even the camp. i miss them so much i'm looking out for their faces on the streets. lucky for me, s'pore is this " " small.

camp is fun to converse with people cause theire's actually a common thing you could talk/complain about. the food, the conditions, the itch, the instructors. much better than meeting them randomly or among friends where you have absolutely nothing to talk about.

but then again a 3 day 2 night camp is also the worst way to find out a persons true colours. cause everyone is supposed to be 1.initiative 2.creative 3.enthusiastic etc..

jy called me spiderpig, thanks. ha ha

i'm supposed to be sleeping. and i'm supposed to pray before i sleep. i should pray more, the guilt is starting to sink in.

what are the odds of me finding my red jansport tmr :/ i say pretty high :)
i shall take mommy's advice and google around.

stupid clown story is still giving me the creeps

i still miss camp, maybe i'll dream tonight, i hope i dream tonight

i'm gonna be a talk show host one day. probably. if i can magically turn into rove or ellen degeneres, i'll keep my name, sounds pretty cool.

on thr other hand, being a asian talk show host isnt so bad, just so long as people dont expect me to start spouting chinese in the middle of the interview,

ha take that emma watson, i'll bet you cant speak chinese, no. no i dont want to hear you try.

GREEN MONSTER OF JEALOUSY

2010-11-06T23:24:00.002+08:00

i seriously think i'm pms-ing, but its good to post when you are cause you can actually be angry without being angry at anyybody. on facebook people just call you emo and unworthy of their "like"'s. HELLO! not saying i've got experience, its just my personal view HAHA.

who knew the encyclopedias your mom bought to crush you to death when you were 4 yrs old would come in handy at 14 (GOING TO 15 MIND YOU). i'm gonna make some really cool gifts for junyin when i visit her in london dude! all in the name of science!

its so nice to babble on here with no one judging. well this IS online but its so old is practically growing viruses or something.

i remembered watching ellen on channel 5 and telling myself i'm gonna be a talk show host one day. but then i look in the mirror and notice my black hair, missing nose bridge and (thank god not slit eyes) listen to my singlish. who the heck would want to watch a talk show with a CHINESE GIRL on it?! no offence, but i wouldnt. not like i would even be screened in america, and ew, mediacorp is so gross. unless of course i move to another country not so bad considering there's nothing to do here. here as in singapore. plenty of fun thigns to do on my bed, thats where the fun comes in cause i get to sleep. and where i sleep is where i dream.

someday people are gonna admit my words are poetry, and they're gonna analyse and quote my facebook posts and have my blog posts as unseen prose.. if life is still as pathetic then. HAHA TAKE THAT SHAKESPEARE.

my 'non-emo" rule is NOT working. i thought i was doing people a favour by not turning emotional. no one likes a girl who gets emotional. i dont like girls who get emotional. or rather, ACT emotional but its just because theyre attention seekers. wow, people better not read this till a LONG TIME has passed,

if being "non-emo" turns me into a zit popping exam failing damaged white hair cultivating woman, then i'd rather rid myself of all emotions. wouldnt it be so easy if you just couldnt care less about those papers where they actually asses how smart you are, them and their stupid boy penises equipped with all that testosterone and not to mention, something called life.

wooooosh that felt good, spilling out non sensical gibberish for the world to see on my hamburger blog. love.word.vomit.

maybe i secretly wish for people to see this, quite a pity to have it all remain hidden right, i mean look at all the wonderful things i have said that totally inspore your life. but then again i'm not interested to hear what critics say.

you know what, i love people. but sometimes people you love get you so disappointed you just wish they knew the right thing to say the right time. maybe critisizing people too much is what boosted my ego. wow, that sucks.

i hate my phone, i have a blackberry 9700 and i hate my phone.
*note to all future generations: you probably think a bb 9700 is peanuts compared to your iphone 1000009 but i have to tell you, i was pretty cool when i was your age HAHA.

nah i dont hate my phone. i hate the content.

right, i dont mix work/emotions with my personal life, hey that sounds ironic. but i myself understand it. good.

i should stop watching greys anatomy. its killing me, i cant get meredith greys voice out of my head each time a smart quote pops into my head. i've turned my life into a whole freaking drama series. well hey, it might actually be worth watching!

your life is gonna flash before you when you die, make sure its worth watching.

i am going to writeeeeee and writeeeee until that blue scroller at the side gets so smaall you have to use a microscope to even see it. i shall make this post really longgggggggggggg.

really suffering from insomnia now, i know its retarded to listen to avril lavinge: let go. as your lullaby but then again, it beats crying doesnt it.

i'm gonna have kick ass fun reading all this when i come back six months later and hopefully when my life has taken a better turn.

CYBER STALK

2010-11-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

WOW. its unbelievable my last post recorded was actually this year. seems dinosaur ages since i wrote. anyway i dont thin anyone reads this. but i kinda like it that way. 'hi!''s to you if youre still a massive cyber stalker and are reading this.

april..may..june..etc damn this year was crazy. should be the year of the snail it passes so damn slowly. maybe its just because my birthdays in the last month..

anyway so much for my "non-emo" rule. guess you cant stop a 15 year old eh? 14 and invicible turned into 15 and cowardly. i do like to write so much. no ones gonna appreciate it but then again no ones gonna read it for decades to come(Y). diaries are hard to write, it seems so much cheesier when you start with a "dear diary.."(more often accompanied by a mere 2 line entry cause by then mom's nagging at me to sleep/bathe/study etc.

yea i could crap so much here without gordon complaining i'm totally flooding his newsfeed on facebook! i told him one day when he's actually quoting me he'd thank me for all my wit.

mom likes to focus on studies. i like to focus on life. how on earth could i convince her studies are just this tiny fraction of life. but i guess theres no going around to it eh. you can barely survive without a education in this "knowledge driven" world.

mom told me to start researching for universities that'll allow me to pursue my carrer to be a vet. its cool. really cool. but somehow i find myself freaking out over how i've forgotten my password to my blogspot account rather than which university would be the best choice.

i wanna write. i really wanna write. well junyin likes to write so scratch that. i'd like to take horse riding lessons well junyin's already done that and i'm so old now the rest of the kids'll just come to class looking forward to laughing at me so scratch that. i'd like to take pictures, pictures that are non-emo and people are actually looking at the camera with no eyeshadow on them but still look gorgeous.well junyin takes pictures now, scratch that. i'd like to do so many things. everyone's done it before me there's nothing left for me to do. *mom's nagging, annoying* i can only dream of the things i wish i was good at. it aaint easy pursueing anything unique in s'pore. yea yea you critics out there say "if you want to do something, just do it no ones stopping you" (aka yingyu) but she doesnt understand what on earth its like to have an ambition and someone steal it away from you. it's a wonder why i havent given up yet. drums. yes i'm gonna do drums. *i'm not deaf mom i can bloody hear you*

no one in this family even respects me for who i am unless i'm benefiting them in some way. they all feel so safe and secure cause they know tanqijun's out there to make them feel better cause they actually think someone else is more pathetic than them. well screw you. screw my family.

maybe i'm just pms-ing

100% PERVERT

2010-04-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

i cant find anything for my title, but since today's post will be about a typical day my title shall be what the badge on my computer table says on a everyday.
yes.yes it shall.

come to think of it. my typical day wasnt so "typical" at all. typical learning lab's compre was harder than usual. i took the other paper to write on rather than the typical report writing. went shopping with mom instead of heading down to church ( :( ) didnt park at a carpark. only bought one piece of clothing unlike other shopping trips where i'd buy a lot at one go then shop 2 months later. watched hbo for the first time in 2 weeks. new student came to class today. titus suddenly burst into class today. i thought the chicken and pork meal dad bought for dinner was duck. i'm blogging instead of writing more ionic equations. i'm writing about interesting things that happened today rather than complaining about it. *.

i should do that more often :D

today was ap. and i didnt go, sorry np.

i shall paint my nails red. to make me feel even better (; i'm superficial. whatever.

!

:-*

ALL THAT FOR BELT 19

2010-04-08T16:44:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the craziest incident i had at the airport ever
went after school to meet si en cause jy would be landing at 8.00pm

met at changi mrt. took 10 mins to find each other on the same platform.

another 15 to fix my screwed up hair in the toilet that made singapore's airport drop to second place in the world haha! nah the toilet was pretty super duper clean

studied at the aviation gellery. or rather, watched fed ex planes take off and attempted to count the number of windows on the SIA plane.
nono, i studied, i completed coordinate geometry, a english compre and part of si ens homework

we had no idea that we were sitting on the "weigh your luggage!" seat! thank god our heavy ( and i mean HEAVY) books were there with us, we did not weigh 104 kg in total

cute little boys no taller than my hips were running around

studying at the aviation gallery with a "no studying" sign outside = two thumbs up
haha there was seriously a sign that said "no studying" outside!

ate dinner with si ens family at a japanese restaurant. really cool pizza's!

dad called, "jie jie yao chu lai liao"
couldnt find belt 19
mind you i thought we were in terminal 1 but si en must have heard wrongly and brought me to terminal two!

dad called "ni zai na li? jie jie yao chu lai liao"

we rannnnnnnn the whole stretch of terminal 2 like idiots to catch the sky train and missed it anyway.

dad called "jie jie chu lai liao!"

ran out of the sky train and to belt 19 (looking like bigger idiots) only to find dad standing there with the other eager parents (and a very 'hot" david)

jy hadnt come out yet!

si en was wearing her gap jacket and i was wearing my red fox. we were both sweating like crazy! haha!

si en practically announcced to every one there about what we just did so everyone in terminal one and two probably knew it all too. haha!

met sean lee there. wow we all came from school. he came to the airport to get a free ride home.

i love my crazy cell
i love spending time with si en
i love being, ahem, spontaneous and adventurous (longer but more complimentary words of "crazy")

fetched jy to her art class
waited at a hawker centre near church with dad for about an hour and did coordinate geometry all over again :D

mmmmmmmmmmm nice almond drink (;

went home, laughed out loud with yy about noob pictures on fb

fell asleep to michael buble's "home" on my bed

and thats the best part

OMG IS MY MOST COMMMONLY USED WORD ACCORDING TO FACEBOOK

2010-03-25T20:39:00.003+08:00

this post is just to replace the really crap one a last made. dont want my last post to seem as if i was some emo crashing-into-a-wall teen. haha!

facebook can rate "jaded" as my most commmonly used word in school. so much for expanding my vocab, i feel like a total suck up when i use new words. haha!

lit test tomorrow, i should be studying more, unfortunately mr searle is very limited in his notes. not in the amount of sweat he produces though...
this, shall train me to crap more, practice for my lit test. (;

i feel satisfied with my new pink pen!

not with my growing belly
no i'm not pregnant

saw a electronic pregnancy test featured in ad advert today! i was so surprised they didnt seem to have pregnancy tests ANYWHERE in singapore. much less one that;s electronic -!-

brendan's so cute, he;s using fb at p1 and is asking me how am i.
evidence i was a awesome group leadrer in kids camp 2009!

cant say the same for 2008 cause amos still frowns when he see's me. haha!

gone to get the last of the teeny apples to munch on... mmmmmmmm (:

I'M NO QUITTER, I'LL RULE THE WORLD

2010-03-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

gods message: Notice the smiles of children, the songs of the birds, the caress of the sun's warmth. This sweetness is for you. Allow it to soothe your soul and bring a smile to your face.

forget it dude, its 11PM. sunny smiles arent here and people dont generally GET anything. particularly the one's that are supposed to

~Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross~

bring me to californiaaaaa
find me adventure
its tiring

SUBWAY BALLS

2010-03-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

most interesting saturday i ever had. tuition impromptu oral got an a1 (;
church was best
tuition was fun, though i was stoning most of the time when mom was going through basic oxides and all the funny examples of amphoteric oxides.

rsvp!

ARE YOU TURGID OR FLACCID?

2010-03-10T16:39:00.003+08:00

seth tan was SO horny during ss today! talking about post war baby boom and his children and his WIFE. he couldnt stop smiling. we all knew what was going on inside his head. its a wonder he didnt have to rush to the toilet.

bio! everything was so totally out of the blue. i know i screwed up some parts but unlike other years where i would have at least done one question in the test paper before hand, i actually feel more relieved knowing that the mistakes i make in this paper would all be honest mistakes. and not stupid careless ones. okay fine, there was one careless misstake. no, make it 2.3? tsk.

someone was playing one of the chinese christian songs sung in church during my test! i was so glad. paused a little too long to listen to it though, haha! had to get back to drawing the rasin cell which i initially drew as an ANIMAL cell btw. HAHHA. yes i'm a bio student.

chiangrai cancelled!!!!! frigging thai';s who are rioting. my cca ponts. NOOOO. and i wanna see my buddy so bad! wonder if tong is still there. him and his wigs. ahha!

okay. it feels like friday. its only wednesday
i have a argumentative i know nothing about and a math test that might kill me. better study!

i ate alot today. i shall need a slimming pill mentioned in my bio test. hopefully one that blocks 1/3 of the fats from being digested by altering the ph value to denature the enzymwes. -!-

2010-03-01T18:46:00.002+08:00

"You may think you have challenges, but you have so many blessings. Sometimes it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere."

god's message from facebook! though it feels weird to have to go to facebook to find out this kind of things it definitely helps all the time (;

kimberly found a new white hair on my head!

hormones are getting me gloomier and gloomier everyday ):
super alot of tests these too weeks! and they say term one is the easiest term, i havent even gotten to my o level year yet. haha.

chiangrai is gonna take up more than half of my march holidays.

why am i feeling so gloomy oh crap i have every reason to be happy.

slept during history today! then was totaly awake for lit cause we got a chance to watch 3 f.r.i.e.n.d.s clips ;D

okay, monique's coming over to do log with me.

MATH.SO HILARIOUS.

2010-02-25T21:58:00.005+08:00

okay so i dont normally post on my blog anymore, still, rubbish posts might appear more often tha not (;

haha vanna and mingwei are hilariously sending me ALL the webistes with stuff for math research, email people!

i miss school at home, especially when my friends make me smile. but when i'm in school and its dreary i just wanna go home.

did i mention shoot? i wish it could have gone better, slim chence of getting into shoot comm! its the one thing i need right now in np. everything else is crap. my life is so imperfect. okay now iust sound like paul chow, he's such a drama queen! haha!
I took the band aid off and couldnt really miss the thick ring of white "wrinkly" skin! okay it sounds gross. feels weird!

ohhhhhmygosh, please get a polaroid before you get to chiangrai

i'm really slacking today! it feels really really really good

laugh qijun laugh. laugh qijun laugh.
i'm begging for laughter, its exhausting trying to get adrenaline rush when its just not there.

my helium balloon is coming! taking huili ages to bring it. love helium balloons.

ah! next week i have to reach school by 6.50am noooo

i wanna laugh. please.

COMMON SENSE

2010-02-25T18:13:00.002+08:00

woah, i feel good cause eventhough i'm slacking its discovery channel, *wiggles eyebrows* least its educational. haha!

chiangrai!!!!!! excited (: i told my buddy in sec one that i would PROMISE to come back in sec two. then i didnt.
shopping for useless things with yijing! cant wait.
before chiangrai i'll have to get past one chem one bio one ss one chinese compo and one english test first though. i'm pretty sure there's more that we dont know about yet for the next two weeks. dont wanna whine but i hate school!

did i mention i hate the holding site?
i'm complaining alot. i'm complaining that i always complain. ahhh!

dinner's steamboat tonight!
soon i'll have to stop slacking.

getting si ens birthday present this sat with aunty sabrina (:
hopefully i wont get the colour wrong ;)

SCARLETT

2010-02-22T21:54:00.002+08:00

oh gosh facebook is really slow! took me 15 minutes just to read some comments.
dry shoot today, havent changed my opinion about CI's yet, ahaha!

i cant stand retainers, i couldnt stand the dentist that took me! i did consider a tongue piercing but i didnt mean a slit! ouch.
retainers are making me hungry. food makes me fat. tsk. i should stop complaining :D

i miss the old st nicks ground so much! hate hate hate this new school holding site. arghhhhh.
oh no, amanda uploaded all the unglam photos from xn's/zhiting's birthday and cny. haha!

xn's birthday! way to go tits, the candles looked really good aye! poor rodney had to pay for the candles AND lunch. fine, the hotdogs were a dollar each. he did have to consume the mixture of drinks though, ahha!
mmm i like to sofa!
ikea bedsheets arent nice :/ the beds are though!

fun at aunty sabrina's place, bubbles!

then its school...crap holding site.

cant really say how i would do for my two tests, today just wasnt a test day for me! tired tired tired.

duji has no boobs. SERIOUSLY. like zero zit zilch. i'm talking about as flat as a runway, looking more like moobs than boobs and in DESPERATE need of silicon transplant.

haha! its true! they were kinda really teeny tiny small?
first thing i said when she came into class was "is she wearing a bra?"
infer : people wear bra;s for support.

i hope your mom isnt reading this,
haha!
i hope MY MOM never reads this.

VALENTINES DAY!

2010-02-15T18:11:00.003+08:00

mondays feel so good when its a holiday. then it gets destroyed when i'm faced to face with dj's homework.

thanks to mom and sis's i managed to put together an outfit for new yr (;
tried getting my cell out for cycling on tuesday! all of them are stil pretty busy thoug, HA! i'm DONE and i say DONE with my holiday homework! tell me who;s the man yaw.

coincidentally both paul and i asked the cell out at the same time. this shows that we SHOULD go out!

just declined yy;s offer to watch valentines day with aishyn on wednesday. haha!

i know youre reading this, just go be a couch potato till april! highlighted movies below are quite good! come over to video ezy at thomson plaza since there arent many rental shops at your place (; or come over to mine to borrow! haha!

1. bride wars
2. runaway bride
3. baby mama
4. 27 dresses
5. 50 first dates
6. meet the fockers
7. meet the parents
8. dont mess with the zohan
9. the mask of zorro 1
10. the mask of zorro 2
11. pirates of the carribean 1
12. pirates of the carribean 2
13. pirates of the carribean 3
14. crossroads (chick flick)
15. juno
16. peterpan
17. purfume : story of a murdererer (interesting)
18. house of wax
19. 20th century boys
20. take the lead
21. stepup
22. mj: this is it
23. a time for dancing
24. save the last dance
25. snakes on a plane
26. snakes
27. black beauty
28. yes man
29. series of unfortunate events
30. bruce almighty
31. sisterhood of the travelling pants1
32. sisterhood of the travelling pants 2
33. sex and the city
34. julie and julia
35. the devil wears prada
36. miss pettigrew lives for a day
37. narnia the lion the witch and the wardrobe
38. narnia prince capsian
39. willy wonka
40. nanny mcfee
41. the women
42. hanging up
43. memoirs of a geisha
44. i not stupid1
45. i not stupid 2
46. the choir
47. dead poets society
48. stardust
49. harry potter and the philosophers stone
50. harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
51. harry potter and the chamber of secrets
52. harry potter and the goblet of fire
53. harry potter and the order of the pheonix
54. harry potter and the half blood prince
55. ella enchanted
56. i am legend
57. men in black1
58. men in black 2
59. handcock
60. mr woodcock
61. 13 ghosts
62. balls of fury
63. some kind of wonderful (old)
64. cant hardly wait
65. starter for ten
66. the babysitter
67. white chicks
68. milk money
69. home alone 3
70. dennis the menace
71. monster in law
72. nancy drew
73. charlie wilsons war
74. erin brockovich (?)
75. freedom writers
76. hildalgo
77. secret life of bees
78. uptown girls (chick flick)
79. just married
80. gattaca
81. stuart little
82. garfield
83. ice princess
84. parent trap
85. mean girls
86. georgia rule
87. oliver twist
88. the clique
89. big mommas house 1
90. big mommas house 2
91. the perfect man
92. cinderella story
93. centre stage
94. little miss sunshine
95. martian child
96. no reservations
97. definitely maybe
98. mr and mrs smith
99. transformers 1
100. transfomers 2
101. the curious case of bejamin button
102. dark knight
103. hes just not that into you
104. charlies angels
105. the other boleyn girl
106. titanic
107. kungfu panda
108. madagascar 1
109. madagascar 2
110. shark tale
111. the bee movie
112. spirit
113. imgaine that
114. license to wed
115. marley and me
116. 13 going on 30
117. just like heaven
118. breakfast at tiffanys(audrey hepburn film)
119. scary movie 4
120. how to make an american quilt
121. joy luck club
122. mission impossible 1
123. mission impossible 2
124. sister act1
125. sister act 2
126. princess diaries 1
127. princess diaries 2 : royal engagement
128. pride and prejudice
129. stepmom
130. my stepmother is an alien
131. 101 dalmations
132. 102 dalmations
133. ratatouille
134. taxi
135. pink panther
136. cheaper by the dozen
137. sleepover
138. aquamarine
139. john tucker must die
140. meet joe black
141. bee season
142. night at the museum
143. lassie
144. mama mia!
145. blood diamond
146. shooter
147. mr beans holiday
148. prom night
149. angus thongs and perfect snogging
150. mirror mask
152. love happens
153. good luck chuck
154. in the wild
155. perfect stranger
156. dream girls
157. the bone collector
158. front of the class
159. christmas with the cranks
160. elf
161. my girl
162. beverly hills chihuahua
163.the house next door
164. high school musical no.1
165. high school musical no.3
166. 17 again
167. hair spray
168. ice princess
169. red eye
170. enough
171. g.i joe
172. romeo and juliet
173. perfect stranger
174. elizabethtown (orlando bloom)
175. spiderwick chronicles
176. virtuosity
177. new york minute
178. girl with a pearl erring
179. confessions of a teenage drama queen
180. she gets what she wants
181. shes the man
182. because of winn-dixie
183. wild child
184. cat woman
185. charlottes web
186. failure to launch
187. the perfect man
188. homie spumoni
189. angus thongs and perfect snogging
190. forgetting sarah marshall
191. stepup 2
192. radio flyer
193. the boy in striped pyjamas (depressing)
194. invictus
195. g force
196. stormbreaker
197. run fat boy run
198. sherlock holmes
209. twilight
200. new moon
201. 2012
202.oceans 12
(thinking of more brad pitt movies, maybe i should keep searching haha!)

coming up : "valentines day"!!!

TWO DAYS FOR A WEEKEND IS NOT ENOUGH

2010-02-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

new year! i hope my uncle got married. *wink* alright, money minded me.

jy's gonna have a interview into brown university tmr! so excited for her. if she gets in she might see emma watson omgggggggggg.

i'm screwing up in school, my tests omg. now mom's proably gonna think i'm a dimwit. i can tell she already has. just lke mr loh, which gets annoying sometimes. to hell with it.

okay, supper's on the way. hopefully it'll make me feel better.

how can the petrol station 7/11 not have tic tac!

moms marking the chem paper that i made tens and thousands of careless mistakes in. hey nelia, i made sure i didnt see your marks. ahaha!

OH GOSH, IS 2010

2010-01-29T23:36:00.002+08:00

woah, i havent blogged in ages! the only reason why i'm writing now is because theres absolutely nothing left to do. i can proudly say i have conquered my chem homework and i understood everything i wrote :D haha nah, i like science ;)

2010 is exhausting. school's not even as stressful as i make it out to be, but somehow i'm so paranoid my nerves are solely responsible for the 3 new white hairs hannah, sarah and kimberly were so fascinated with when they plucked them out. i hate it. math test was so incredibly simple, and i was so amazingly careless. forget it, there are more tests to come (:

well, there wont be actually, unless mom really pulls me out of ap. actually i MIGHT not mind going for ap again its just that only one cadet from each school can be in the flag contingent on the real parade day. and i'm not going to be the reserve. but what are my chances with jeraldine as the other cadet? theres gonna be so much competition and i'm not gonna ruin my friendship with something as trivial as "who's drills are better than who's" -!-

my weekend is totally free. i will super slack. its just going to be church, revise a new chem chapter, tuition, sleep then sunday church, slack. :) feels good just thinking about it.

alright, kimberly's spamming me with youtube videos of guys that are hot in her opinion. haha! eg. ethan stieffel, jose mannuel etc etc and all the other names that she vandalised my table with. ;) ;) ;)

ORIONS BELT

2009-12-11T16:00:00.003+08:00

omg the yacht was damn fun. of corse night was more fun than day considering the fact that i dont do sports like absolutely everyone else there. i prefer to exercise :D talking about jump rope people!

or maybe i just cant play bball or netball cause i dont do teams. guess i just cant?

anyway sleeping at the deck was really good. except for the fact that i kept thinking about the damn pontiana, that wasnt there, staring at me on my right side. kept waking up! never never sleep on the boat in which the direction you are rocking in is from head to toe. so not the "rock-a-by baby" type!

saw "orions belt" in the sky! yaye! i can read a constellation. -!-

we jumped jumped jumped from the yacht. but since it was night we only jumped from the lowest point. and not the highest. darn.

i can still hear junpei going "your mother is so fat..." fell asleep to it last night on deck!

PACKED!

2009-12-10T09:27:00.002+08:00

are my december holidays packed or what!
i've got so much going on i cant even stop to think and plan for the next day. mostly its planning for three days at one go cause its either with the same people or many different people but not bunking at home.

late nov-dec2: preparation for kids camp. running around with aunty sabrina and si-en to find craft materials. always stopping to eat lunch&shop before and then end up buying nothing related to craft at all. heading down to church after that to practice kids dance steps+plan bbq with the help of aishyn!

dec3-5: kids camp! running around chasing the runaway children. jordan! and having to deal with some little girls that are just in the "bossy" phase
*bonus included* snatching away flag poles from kids uber active toddlers

6 dec: happy birthday! bbq with church people at aunty sabrina's house

7 dec: attended to guests who stayed over from the bbq. lunch at thomson plaza. fooled around at *shining* (shi-ning!)

8 dec: out crazy shopping with aishyn hero! had no idea she would be so crazy. who knew she could help me dig out so much clothing at cotton on! haha!

9 dec : bbq with squadmates & some sec 4 seniors. er okay. last minute crash at si-en's place.

10 dec: gonna head off to vivo with si -en so we can hang on on daniel's dad's rented yacht !

11 dec : i think i'm gona skip cca again. in my holidays things are scheduled like this

*chuch activities
*outings with youth peeps (organise as many as you can!)
*family stuff?
*school
*npcc

sorry np , youre at the bottom of the list

12 dec : cip. tuition

13 dec : church & birthday shopping!

14-18: youth camp!

19- caroling!

MAMA DO

2009-12-02T20:34:00.002+08:00

singapore idol. omg damn lame seriously. not the singers. but the judges my gawd! the singers all have great voices. but sometimes they seem to be trying tooooo hard. so its not exactly like they arent putting in effort. they just dont seem to make one feel relaxed.
but omg the judges are damn stupid! the two males seem to be bent on giving the "hi i'm a scrooge" attitude. but they seem to know that they are. er like... dont try to be something you arent if not it'll look seriously fake omg! omg very gross!

WOW

2009-11-26T19:39:00.002+08:00

i laugh as i remember the times where i scolded mom for buying a new leather bag.
"you just killed an animal!", i'd scream.

i used to blame the animal for being so stupid and unlucky to fall into the trap of fashion victims.
now i blame it for creating such expensive leather.

spotted a gorgeous leather bag at ion today! my initial plan was to just go to mango and zara. but by a lucky stroke of fate mom could only find a spot at the expensive wheelock parking lot. $3 per hour my gawd.

anyway, turn out i found nothing at zara and mango (found out the cutting of the clothes in mango werent very nice) but hunted down a wallet, jacket and ring (;
should have seen mom and i at topshop. everything i chose she shook her head. one day i'll just secretly buy all the rings i can from there. there was this HUGE red one! so cool. BUT it was a litle too huge. arghhhhhhhhh.

we went up up up and i educated mom on all the shops where we would never get anything in ages like valentino and diane von furstenburg. one day, one day, when i'm drowning in my rich husbands money / be doing great at whatever is i'm definitely not doing now. i'd get a dress from diane von furstenburg just for mom.
she's famous for being able to work crazy prints and when i'm living in my own apartment when i grow up, moms gonna need something crazy in her life.

i absolutely loveddddddddd those shoes in valentino!!! and that dress. gawd it was so bright and perfect that ris low would just go boomz and practically blow up herself.

the kids camp board is nearly done! saw it today. junpei managed to fix the redhead (; teehee. i dont think i'd forget helping out for a long time. i still have to wait for the little bit of nippon paint trapped in my fingernails (ick) to come off.

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MENOPAUSE THE MUSICAL!

2009-11-22T19:46:00.002+08:00

though the mediacorp actors who clearly seemed to have a limited vocabulary failed to describe the show in any interesting way other than "very entertaining", i'm still itching to watch it. really waant to be able to scratch that itch.

we did kids worship today (: sebastian was absolutely adorable. he's so shy!
saw his little head bobbing above the low wall outside the office twice today, so i went to the other side to peep at him and he shot me the cheekiest smile.

really egggggcited about kids camp. i just cant stop thinking about it. wonder who would be my partner this year. mmmm hope dylan comes along! hyperhyperhyperhyperhyper
aishyn would just die!

gonna get to church early early tmr to help junpei paint his camel and the three wise men. hahaha.

dinner!

LOOKING FORWARD

2009-11-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

looking forward to a hopefully better week ahead stuffed fool of cip and no greys anatomy that just turns me into a potato couch

looking forward to tmr hanging out with aunty sabrina and si en for kids camp preparation.

looking forward to tmr 4.00pm to learn the dance steps for kids camp

looking forward to youth camp

looking forward to caroling

looking forward to the colour red every single moment of the day

looking forward to the new kitchen

looking forward to the new bathroom

looking forward to the new individual bath tub

looking forward to learning lab tmr

looking forward to wearing my red shoes tmr

not looking forward to pop

not looking forward to hearing about npcc or hearing from anyone from npcc

not looking forward to sports day waste of time

not looking forward to telling rebecca tan that i had alr thrown away my english eoy paper without knowing it during spring cleaning yesterday

MOVIESSS!

2009-11-10T22:19:00.019+08:00

so, not long ago kim seah asked me for any nice movies i'd recommend her to watch. and now shes got me excited about the whole thing after i sent her a long long list. only to come back with the reply "youre a movie maniac!"

so here's the list of all the movies i can remember that i've watched so far, just for fun!

1. bride wars
2. runaway bride
3. baby mama
4. 27 dresses
5. 50 first dates
6. meet the fockers
7. meet the parents
8. dont mess with the zohan
9. the mask of zorro 1
10. the mask of zorro 2
11. pirates of the carribean 1
12. pirates of the carribean 2
13. pirates of the carribean 3
14. crossroads
15. juno
16. peterpan
17. purfume : story of a murdererter
18. house of wax
19. 20th century boys
20. take the lead
21. stepup
22. mj: this is it
23. a time for dancing
24. save the last dance
25. snakes on a plane
26. snakes
27. black beauty
28. yes man
29. series of unfortunate events
30. bruce almighty
31. sisterhood of the travelling pants1
32. sisterhood of the travelling pants 2
33. sex and the city
34. julie and julia
35. the devil wears prada
36. miss pettigrew lives for a day
37. narnia the lion the witch and the wardrobe
38. narnia prince capsian
39. willy wonka
40. nanny mcfee
41. the women
42. hanging up
43. memoirs of a geisha
44. i not stupid1
45. i not stupid 2
46. the choir
47. the dead poets society
48. stardust
49. harry potter and the philosophers stone
50. harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
51. harry potter and the chamber of secrets
52. harry potter and the goblet of fire
53. harry potter and the order of the pheonix
54. harry potter and the half blood prince
55. ella enchanted
56. i am legend
57. men in black1
58. men in black 2
59. handcock
60. mr woodcock
61. 13 ghosts
62. balls of fury
63. some kind of wonderful
64. cant hardly wait
65. starter for ten
66. the babysitter
67. white chicks
68. milk money
69. home alone 3
70. dennis the menace
71. monster in law
72. nancy drew
73. charlie wilsons war
74. erin brockovich (?)
75. freedom writers
76. hildalgo
77. secret life of bees
78. uptown girls
79. just married
80. gattaca
81. stuart little
82. garfield
83. ice princess
84. parent trap
85. mean girls
86. georgia rule
87. oliver twist
88. the clique
89. big mommas house 1
90. big mommas house 2
91. the perfect man
92. cinderella story
93. centre stage
94. little miss sunshine
95. martian child
96. no reservations
97. definitely maybe
98. mr and mrs smith
99. transformers 1
100. transfomers 2
101. the curious case of bejamin button
102. dark knight
103. hes just not that into you
104. charlies angels
105. the other boleyn girl
106. titanic
107. kungfu panda
108. madagascar 1
109. madagascar 2
110. shark tale
111. the bee movie
112. spirit
113. imgaine that
114. license to wed
115. marley and me
116. 13 going on 30
117. just like heaven
118. breakfast at tiffanys(audrey hepburn film)
119. scary movie 4
120. how to make an american quilt
121. joy luck club
122. mission impossible 1
123. mission impossible 2
124. sister act1
125. sister act 2
126. princess diaries 1
127. princess diaries 2 : royal engagement
128. pride and prejudice
129. stepmom
130. my stepmother is an alien
131. 101 dalmations
132. 102 dalmations
133. ratatouille
134. taxi
135. pink panther
136. cheaper by the dozen
137. sleepover
138. aquamarine
139. john tucker must die
140. meet joe black
141. bee season
142. night at the museum
143. lassie
144. mama mia!
145. blood diamond
146. shooter
147. mr beans holiday
148. prom night
149. angus thongs and perfect snogging
150. mirror mask
152. love happens
153. good luck chuck
154. in the wild
155. perfect stranger
156. dream girls
157. the bone collector
158. front of the class
159. christmas with the cranks
160. elf
161. my girl
162. beverly hills chihuahua
163.the house next door
164. high school musical no.1
165. high school musical no.3
166. 17 again
167. hair spray
168. ice princess
169. red eye
170. enough
171. g.i joe
172. romeo and juliet
173. perfect stranger
174. elizabethtown
175. spiderwick chronicles
176. virtuosity
177. new york minute
178. girl with a pearl erring
179. confessions of a teenage drama queen
180. she gets what she wants
181. shes the man
182. because of winn-dixie
183. wild child
184. cat woman
185. charlottes web
186. failure to launch
187. the perfect man
188. homie spumoni
189. angus thongs and perfect snogging
190. forgetting sarah marshall
191. stepup 2
192. radio flyer

192 and counting! in all my teenage years! not including all the disney movies. and there are still some whose titles i cant remember! haha. okok. mom says is just a waste of my life. lol

YOURE SO UGLY YOU PROBABLY KILLED YOUR MOM AT HER FIRST LOOK AT YOU

2009-11-10T18:08:00.003+08:00

haha weixi is really the most amusing character in the world. she could probably become the 8th wonder of the world.

she lives in SO MUCH self denial that i've never seen anything like her. if she wasnt shouting at me i'd have too much pleasure in noticing how she managed to speak/dress so terribly and inappropriately. esp for activity.

poor her, with such an ugly attitude and such a revolting face i really must take pity on her. you know, help the needy.
i must say, i really do not advise someone to come in a spaghetti striped top, jeans that end at the ankle and shoes that resemble flats but with a strap in the centre. you would seriously end up with a HIGHLY uneven tan.

weixi is probably the only reason to prove the point as to why hamster mothers sometimes tend to eat their own children.

or did your mom just die of your nonsense? or that mouth. gosh that mouth. if your character was nice i might just be able to look past that ugly face and might even grow fond of you after a while. but i really suggest you change your face if you would want to speak to people in that matter. not that plastic surgery would help much.
not even all the worlds pretty spaghetti tops that you could wear or the large ridiculously shaped earrings would help to hide that awful character you were so unfortunately blessed with.

the least you could do was to speak a kind word every now and then. sure, maybe you didnt need 5 people to sort out poles. but you didnt need to scream every five minutes. you just stand there with your sily ice milo packet while shouting orders at us to complete the job that we didnt even mess up in the first place.

balloon tents? hello? never heard of it. never seen it till today. and i dont plan to face it ever again. you expect us, who have never seen or even heard as something as retarded as a balloon tent before to sort it out into sets? sets that you were even too lazy to count btw.

i say you are dumb. brainless, amazingly stupid i still gawk in awe at your lack of common sense. how the hell would i know that the tents came in sets!? they were in such terrible conditions when we fished them out that it was barely recognisable. seriously. the bag couldnt even be zipped, IT WAS HELD TOGETHER BY A PATHETIC PIECE OF STRING TIED INTO A DEAD KNOT. if np's your pathetic excuse for a passion why would you even keep your stores in such a condition? in my opinion once you were done with your year you simply saw fit to chuck the tents into any free tiny bag and leave us "dumb ones" to do the job. point is " I NEVER HANDLED A FUCKING BALLOON TENT BEFORE" if you had any sense AT ALL you would understand that most of us would be confused at out first attempt.

no one cares which banners you painted. no one cares about how we folded the banner from 1995 for gods sake. we only care how snnpcc could be so poor to still be keeping banners from the year 1998 or even earlier. if youre wondering why our banners this yr were so ugly and dull, it would probably be because we only had enough money to purchase 2 colours. with the stupid budget that some idiot (preferably a ci?) came up with.

YOU GUYS messed up the tents, YOU guys were alr done with you ci years. YOU guys chose to come back to "help" us. so dont blame us when we find that all the stores were either dead or slowly rotting away.

the word "help" should alr give you some sort of clue. saying that we needed you to guide and not scream at us. oh i forgot, sorry weixi, i forgot you were stupid.

just shouting at us (while you do nothing in that terrible ugly skimpy outfit with a rather unfortunate face sitting on top of that neck i would most dearly love to break) is not the sort of "help" i imagined.

and when i say someone is dumb, i really mean it in the worst way possible. (huili would know this)
like really. like when i look at your face i immediately know your head is empty. like, your mom didnt teach you a thing when you were born because one look at you, and she knew she wanted to have nothing to do with you. stupid. really stupid.

okay here's a tip, when you dont know anything "DONT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL" dont even think about it. dont give the slightest bit of comment because you'll just be making a fool of yourself. youre such a mockery weixi. i really find you so amusing. i mean, how could anyone have her back turned at a small accident and then be able to turn around and start yelling as if you had witnessed the whole case? wow.

MY DEAR WEIXI, CALLING PEOPLE DUMB AND STUPID MIGHT NOT BE THE BEST IDEA FOR THEY MIGHT ASSUME YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR.

i'm sorry, i didnt mean to make that face when you screamed at me. it was just the blazingly hot sun that made me squint my eyes. you know, the one scorching our backs and fingers (and probably the one that just gave you your disgusting tan lines) i wouldnt want to make a face, no no, i would never want to look like YOU.

spend a few hours with weixi and one would certainly forget how it felt like to smile. really.

PHASE THREE

2009-11-09T21:24:00.003+08:00

i forgot there was np activity tomorrow. i've been such a pig during the holidays that i absolutely didnt take note of the dates of the month at all. like on wednesday its bings birthday (: happy eighteenth brthday bro!

you wouldnt believe what time i woke up today. really really late. but thats not the worst of it. the worst of it is that AFTER i woke, i spent 2 more hours laying in bed. first doing nothing then finally drifting off to sleep again. no one but me could feel tired immediatley after waking up. now i've got a huge pimple sprouting soon. and now i'm eating the rest of the curry boiled potato for dinner, POTATO. omgosh pig!!

on the bright side i shall allow my self to feel better by munching on the carrots too, "good for the eyesight!" i can hear mommy yelling. oh okay, no more carotts are left. she must have eaten them all.
didnt put on my contacts today! so proud of myself. means i wouldnt have a chance to sleep late with them still on. and my eyes will not be deprived of oxygen and turn out red and puffy. i know right. hasnt qijun heard of eye drops. the eye mo must stil be in some jtc first aid kit that all unfortunate aic's have to put on. i only say that from personal experience from both my jtc years :/

this is actually just to kill time. so nothing interesting. except to say that for once i have finally tkaen note of the time and i realise, time to go off.

IF YOUR BRAIN DOESNT NEED FIXING THEN ITS JUST YOUR LIFE

2009-11-06T22:31:00.003+08:00

woohoo! okay i was so not late for activity today, kiasu people start early! but oh yes we've got time constraints etc etc...

julie and julia is a really really good show (; at first i didnt expect meryl streeps voice to be so high and sing song but just as well (; it suits julia child.

i've got no good reason to blog for today was extremely dull. and there, i just stopped typing and HAD to think hard for something to say. okay, nothing brilliant this just popped in.

we're re-doing the kitchen and the toilet. poor mom likes country COMPLICATED. and i like simple with bright copper pots and a fire truck red stove. and the bathroom, i think that bathtub just shouts " look i'm so cute with my four legs and the complicated design on them!" not what i was going for. but hey, let mommy do what she wants. at least she's doing everything in the toilet as an individual like dots on a piece of paper. everythings not squished together as always. esp the toilet bowl. omg put it far away from the nice smelling soaps.

look at me, i'm rambling on about toilet bowls.

GREYS ANATOMY

2009-10-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

okay so i'm stil on that drama series marathon. and kim seah is supplying me with all the cd's ;) i think after this i shall request for gossip girl. and next yr no ones gonna recognise me cause i would have put on like 100000000000 pounds from sitting in front of the com chewing on digestive bisciuts or whatevers available in the kitchen nowadays.

i've been watching too much american stuff. realised i just used "pounds" which i wouldnt normally use.

gotta love karma, seems to be going on around facebook all the time now. esp that "god wants you to know thing" like omgosh do they have a psychic plugged to that system 24/7 7 days a week= 365 days 876 hours 525600 minutes a year.

did i mention greys anatomy rocks. but unfortunately though the show misses like more than half of ontreehill's s**ual scenes inside, it still does have some (but no, not every 10 minutes like what kim-s claimed) but mom and dad still seem to pop in at the wrong times. HALF of the time they show them.

i'm pretty glad i'm more of a insane blogger instead of those pathetic emo ones. seriously, they claim to be sick and tired of something. clearly theyre not, cause if they did. they would have done something to stop it. = picking yourself up on their two damn feet instead of moaning and groaning.

i was rude to mommy today. its a wonder why i havent been struck by lightning yet.

i gave up kayaking for church activites, not as bad as giving up paris for youth camp but.. ah wells, np is now at the bottom of all my lists. since it was the first for my cca one. mommy should be a con man. she conned me into making the worst decision of my life in sec1 that would be around me for the next 2 years.

gawd i need to do cip. BADLY.

i miss chiangrai. BADLY

i need to lose weight. BADLY.

i need to stop whining. BADLY

ONETREEHILL!

2009-10-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

okay so exam scripts have come out. i have to say my results were highly average. but i'm not surprised comsidering the fact that i didnt feel stressed while studying for eoys. i WAS mugging for geog and hist one month before during the sep hols though. but hey, like i said, it was ONE MONTH before the exam. how was i supposed to remember everything.

anyway now if i havent made it clear to the whole wide world yet...i'm addicted to onetreehill! and james lafferty is quite cute btw. boy cute. kim-s and i both agree that chad michael murray can look smoking hot like brad pitt type but james is better! okay i sound so boy crazy. ick

did i mention is skipped kayaking today. thanks to my friggin period that had to come yesterday making today my second-ultimate-heavy-day. so annoying!it just had to come. like it was late for two weeks and it couldnt be late for another one. i DID try tamps but the first time i did was a little uncomfortable and the second time was PAINFUL. so i gave up. i'm gonna keep it stuffed into my drawer and i wont use it in a long time. now i have to find a replacement date! i'm so gonna go woth melanie cause i DONT WANT to go alone omg. stupid stupid period.

i've also made up my mind. i'm getting out of tossball. i want out. the only reason why i agreed to join was because i didnt want to seem like some spoil sport. and even if my cell mates claim that it would be okay if i didnt join i know theyre all thinking about it. why should i do something i'm not comfortable for people when sometimes they dont even bother to understand in the first place. not everyone has to be involved with sports like basketball or soccer. pretty lame if we all have to be you know. and its pathetic to try to fit in when you clearly dont. which is why i'm not going to participate. i'm more of the baseball, rock-climbing, horse-riding type of person. so i'm not going to play tossball.

they better respect my decision. like i said, why should i bother if people dont bother to understand.
if i asked them to march would they? clearly not and why should i force them
basically, i find myself trying to play basketball stupid. cause i'm not cut out for it in the first place.

but if you want me to play captains ball, i'd only agree for school. cause i'm telling you, in church whether its for fun or not people always get so competitive.
and besides, like in games day, all i had to do was stand on the chair to catch cause
1) i'm tall and best at that
2) noone else other than me would sing songs and dance on that chair to keep the players entertained! :D

2009-10-17T18:49:00.001+08:00

i'm sure everyone has taken a picture with a stranger in the background. ever wonder how many pictures of you people have taken like that

MAMAMIA

2009-10-09T20:19:00.003+08:00

WOW! i havent been here in ages., eoys are more than half over and i have to admit i'm positive that i wont be getting many a's this time. i sorta became slacker? cant find any other word for that.

i think hbo's in love with mamaia. i've watched it so many times i was singing the song while figuring out the physics question in the test.

did i mention my science exam sucked. chem was so bad. i might as well have left the last page blank.

anyway mom's redoing the kitchen. no where in dang old singapore sells a red hot stove so she got a red hot sink instead. close enough. gives me one more reason to stay in the kitchen. at the same time i could pig out. onetreehill ontreehill onetreehill onetreehill omgosh someone just get me the cd's.

okay i just wanna go shopping. like now, i'm gonna grab all i can. i've been saving? you could say. but no way was i gonna give up starbucks on saturdays for lunch.

i'm going on a movie marathon today. okay onetreehill doesnt count. but ah wells. quite fun to detsress. but a little scared with all the freedom. ;/
i can tell enrichment week's gona be a bore. like, dude, yongzhen and i could just skip class and take a friggin bus to ion or something.

maybe i'll just fly there... red bull anyone? (gives you wings. so lame)

my house, needs a serious makeover.

i'm eating so much i could pop a food baby

dujia hasnt failed to be the biggest ass in my life. she beats my mom! like moms can be totally great sometimes. but dujia just keeps it going. never ending. amazing actually. wonder what she would be like when she menopuases. she's alr acting like some 50 yr old nagg-ish outdated woman. so by the time she's really that age, woah. she could live in the bible.

2009-09-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

cannot wait for eoys to end
cannot wait for the end of every week
cannot wait for youth camp
cannot wait for kids camp
cannot wait for october to end

cannot believe i'm giving up paris for youth camp.
no comment about preperation for eoy's. just to say i give up on chem, i wonder how i managed to get full marks for balancing equations when i cant even figure out a single shit right now.

i'm not stressed, i'm really slacking. but i still feel so exhausted.

i'm quite sick of you. just tell people straight in the face what you want. now i'm so bothered about whats going on i cant concentrate. shuddup. get out of my life. dont need people like you around.

DID I MENTION ALL MY PROBLEMS NOW ARE ALSO THE MOST AWESOME THINGS IN MY LIFE

2009-09-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

exam season now. qianhua is probably sleeping (doesnt mug much) after a long hard day of digesting "fun" school facts in her brains. for me, i still cant guess what else will happen between nathan and haley in the last episode of one tree hil that i watched THIS AFTERNOON. and thats why i'm blogging to wait for the other episode to load. its been less than a week and i've finishd the whole of season one of one tree hill. omgosh.
omgosh. and did i mention i feel like going down to ion everyday. its a pretty ugly building but hey, no one's gonna look at it. cause my eyes are fixed on the dolce and gabbanna entrance.
done with geog, half of physics and bio. still have hist CHEM chinese and other half of physics to go! i must buck up. stop distracting yourself. what am i still doing here?
but at least i'm gonna finish v.b.s by the end of this week cause i'm such a power reader hehhehheh. ugh.

WHITEBOARD MARKER

2009-09-10T17:11:00.000+08:00

.22 revolver training today. you could call it a dry shoot if you wanted to. either way all of us got drenched in the rain. 20 screaming girls were squeezing under the smallest shelter, we looked like refuges mind you. there was this cocoon thing dangling from the ceiling and to make matters worse a rather gross worm was trying to wriggle its way out of it.

when we reached tha i knew jeraldine was looking for ashwin sir. haha. didnt see anyone we knew though, only army guys that were marching. theyw ere going "hello xiao jie" and smiling while we walked past. its quite gross. then the instructor had to shout "look ahead and keep to the front!" heh.

we had to run in fours under a teeny umbrella all the way back to the mass. our shoes got totally soaked and i could suqeeze at least half a cup of water out of my socks. i didnt mind the rain though, what i had issues with was the cold after that. i could feel goosebumps all the way. from walking to the building to listening to(the rather lame) sir, picking up the rifle and then taking fire. my hairs were standing on ends and our seats got wet just from us sitting on it for like half an hour.

we totally just rushed to the toilet. but of course we werent able to run. our feet had gotten so numb it was painful to just walk. i couldnt feel my fingers! haha. played with the dryer in the toilet. though it wasnt really warm. the window at the stairase was better ;)

jiajia ma'am quite fun. (:

omgosh i seriously need to mug! so its math and chinese today. yes yes no more distractions!

american football (rugby) is so much nicer to watch than european football.

2009-09-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

no comments for cd except to say that the test was rather easy. skiping three modules didnt really affect me?

west coast (: the rings were so cute, could have stoen it from that lil' girl. rodney and i had to clear up the ice cream that smashed onto the floor. thanks mom for not screaming at me when i arrived hme at 8. oh but she did soon after when i was napping on the couch.

after .22 revolver shoot tmr, no going out. i'm staying at home to mug mug. do math do science. no distractions.
(: (: (:

going to HTA! (: see that parade square again.

SWEAT

2009-09-07T19:52:00.001+08:00

attempted to mug at seans house today.

i'm sitting next to the tv, moms watching some cheena show. omgosh get me outta here.

SPEECHLESS

2009-09-07T00:18:00.002+08:00

fun week today! after a longggg time of debating where to go we finally went to sentosa (: beach ball, sand balls and looking at peiling mark her exam papers (:
we all had fun despite the rain and the dirty beach we had a hell of a great time.

sentosa beach should have more lightting in the toilets :D
lost janes shoes. freaked out. went back found janes shoes. watched jamie play ball with dan and sean. tried luge for the first time. got money from the guys to pay. attempted to screamed. failed because of my voice. skyride was really fun. rammed(?) into both jamie and dan. threw my helmet down onto the net. went to find a new helmet. helmet flew off on the second ride. thrid ride was the most fun. all went together. rammed into everybody this time. unglam candid photos. teased paul about pointing out the two caucasian tourists at the side. one was wearing killer gladiator heels. goofed around at daiso with the caramel chips. tricked paul. talked about the undergarments at mustafa. bought stickers. bought caramel chips. bought shades for pauls brother. walked quite a while to the busstop trying to find a way home. realised we lost another pair of shoes. took mrt to bishan. fooled on the mrt. finally got seats. debated how to go home. took bus to aunty sabrinas house. accidentally stopped on stop earlier. had to walk. poor zhitings leg. played wii at seans house. home run at baseball! ate horfun and maggi mee. of course i didnt really touch the maggi mee. took bus back home. two stops. zhiting and jane scared over my house. my sisters. my parents. my toilet. haha.

watching marley and me in front of the tv on the comfy materess now. this coms gonna run out of battery so gotta rush!

SEXY VOICE

2009-09-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

i have a really seriously bad sore throat ): went to macs today and eventhough i was crving for the snack wrap i could only sit there and munch on an apple pie. heh.
but now i have the sexy voice. haha.

really tired. i'm like watching harry potter and the order of the phoenix on hbo now. i remember how disappointed i was when i saw it. haha. its so quiet at the parts that are supposed to have action. like hello. the actors are practically stoning? haha. and half the time i hear the crickets outside instead of the movie. and voldemort looks like he's wearing a half cheongsam half monkn clothing but in black? haha but ah wells. some parts were nice anyway. just trying to recall.

then i suddenly stop to think and wonder if i have seen the sixth movie. and i realise i have. but awesome david yates didnt manage to leave any impression of the movie in my head. partly because i didnt seem interested in the harry potter series after he started directing.

should i start on home ec? surprisingly i'm tired but not exhausted after training. pt was more fun anyway (: and i shall say that my new ncos are fantastic? haha. but somehow though they are better i dont have the urge to go for activity.

shall wear my new zara shoes to tll tmr (:
new hans teacher today. she says alot of "ah' like dujia but she isnt so annoying. and much more useful than the previous teacher

ALGEBRA FEVER

2009-09-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

you could say i finished mr lohs work today. but a more appropriate term would be attempted. it was full of so many tedious and difficult questions that i very nearly simply gave up. and the answers that i end up with are so weird. its either the whole book is weird or i am wrong. well, math was never very normal so...

woke up with a dreadful sore throat. just stung my thorat everytime i swallowed. and i have no idea how i got it in the first place. kind aunty amy cooked porridge for me for breakfast and i ate it in bed. after i washed up of course (gross who eats before brushing teeth)

went down to town with mom and sisters today (: quite happy now since i manage to find something whenever i go shopping now. but the problem is its always from zara (: i can put a whole outfit together and everything could be from that place. but ah wells (:
anyway i bought the cutest pair of sheos there (: its something different of thwat i would normally wear but sometimes thats the whole point.

aww i still have the need to get a new bible ): my old ones a bit worn out.

today= productive
finished/ attempted math
found chinese descriptive
finished with home econs. ( i like had to do my food analysis 5 times before i was satisfied)
went shopping!

but now i think i'm down with fever
ouch. 37.7

OH NO SLACKING AGAIN

2009-08-31T15:43:00.002+08:00

dang dang dang, i'm supposed to be doing work. but i keep slacking. i must must attempt lit right after this!

aunty amy is really getting me pissed. she keeps misplacing my clothes and then not knowing where they are and sometimes she can ask the most obvious questions. but since shes new i'm not going to be annoyed at her so often for that. anyway she can do certain things quite well anyway.

but today she totally pissed me off. she took xiao hui out for a walk this morning and this neighbours dog bit xiao hui. and the neighbour didnt do anything, just pulled the dog away. and when aunty amy came home and told dad, dad didnt do anything either! no brains isit. and aunty amy didnt even wash the wound. and only like one hour after i came home she told me what had happened.

she didnt even wash the wound! didnt that cross her mind. there's blood clotted there for gods sake. and i have no idea why dad didnt do anything either. its annoying. its a effing dog bite with blood dripping and they didnt so a thing about it!? like whaaaaaaaaat.

i'm really angry, why didnt they do anything. this is common sense. if that my dog contracts rabies from that dog i'm get that irresponsuble neighbour

no brains isit

YELLOW ROSES

2009-08-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

i think i'm on some yellow streak now. i'm suddenly attracted to yellow. though i think red's still the best.

or maybe its just gotta do with those beautiful yellow roses placed on my study table looking so pretty in the zara paper bag. gonna give them to some teachers tmr (: actually i dont wanna give to you-know-who for being so biased and mean towards the whole class. short. doesnt undertand people and just ignores them. sigh. but ah wells. she must be nice sometimes. if not why would i feel guilty if i didnt give her one.

i feel more reluctant to give to her than dj man.

anyway bottom line for today - yellow roses are pretty (:

happy teachers' day

PERISTALSIS

2009-08-27T23:53:00.003+08:00

i thank God for my awesome mom (: and i really love her (:
she stayed up with me past her supposedly bedtime (which is 10.30 lol ) to revise the whoe of my bio with me. this time i didnt manage to complete many papers, just study the notes.

er so people dont go "so lucky you have all the papers to do, not fair' like whatever, all those old papers are my sisters old test papers. and since i'm provided with them, why cant i use it. its kinda called "shun bien" in chinese. why dont i take the opportunity when i have all the papers to revise? must you people hold a grudge against me cause of that? i think ya'll should rethink. peoples families and lvies are different. this is an example of why people say families are born, not made. mine just so happens to be like this. so instead of blaming me for being equipped with all the info, why not go and find some by yourself. i really dont like it when people do that.

thanks God for letting my friends and i survive this week! (:

happy birthday gordon. bestfriend. ahha. you still have 2 mins left to celebrate. i can only wish you now, just finished bio! (:

HI HORNIE PORNIE

2009-08-20T01:05:00.001+08:00

HI HORNY HIPPO. (:

-HELIUM BALLOON.

IT STARTS IN MY TOES MAKES ME CRINKLE MY NOSE

2009-08-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm mom dragged me to ion yesterday at 7.30. only had time to visit 2 shops at the bottom floor. ahha. went into the dressing room so many times! bought a pair of jeans and a top from zara in the end. yaye.
i kinda realise the clothes on the model in the picture is never actually in the shop. haha.

finally wore my flats i like bought from there in p4 today! haha managed to squeeze my feet into them.
kay i have ting xie tomorrow, sigh. i think i have totally lost the study drive. and i might jsut do so badly for eoys. ):

i like the show "starter for 10"(:

saw "hollywood one on one" on hbo about orphan today! haha i think i should do that for all horror movies cause that way i wont be so afraid in the theatre. just gotta imagine them filming it and the little girl doing the interview. haha (:

my friend tells me i can just blog about anything. hmmm.. i'm quite random

USELESS TEACHERS

2009-08-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

i actually chose to go for hans instead of have jy's birthday dnner today, i thought it would be more fun at hans like always. i must have been wrong. stupid chen lao shi was so annoying. she did everything i hated teachers and all other people to do :

1) every lesson she just reads this long passage with a lame story and tells us to to reflection, i mean whats the use
2) she starts asking questions about me and my sisters, comparing me with them
3) she asks what is pastor, how come a pastor can marry, hello stupid people. i did mention a pastor and not a priest right, really dont use their brain
4) dont people treat you better in both church and school since your parents work there. hello assholes, i'm not a spoilt brat. and i want to be treated like a normal person
5) how come you dont speak chinese? dont your parents teach you? dont insult my parents, i speak better in english. so WHY NOT
today she just totally went : "your parents arent around much isit, it seems like you dont learn alot from them, and they dont teach you much. youre so loud and talk quite alot. do you stay with your maid most of the time?"
i'm telling you i got friggin pissed. and i was just sitting in the middle right in front of her. shes so stupid, cant she use her brain. then she finds it weird that i dont speak hokkien cause my family is hokkien. and she frowns and goes "dont your parents speak hokkien?" er like duh but they dont speak it to me. then she goes on and keeps repeating about why pastors can get married. and how old my sisters are. then she just keeps saying thingst hat very nearly insult my family.
like wthell you stupid china woman, you cant even teach properly. like srsly, youre just reading, then we do REFLECTION. stupid. she even very nearly insulted church. i wont let her do that

and she said "why dont you understand? i alr explained the passage and question" hello you paraphrase so much from the passage i barely know where you are. and you explain the question TOO MUCH all your babbble just went in and out. and her voice is really irritating.

she talks about my pimples again. last time she asked me to use some stupid watermelon recipe. and today she said "oh its getting better did you use the watermelon?" er hello. once i went to the doctor the whole point wasnt to just dry the pimple up. theres pores and t zones and stuff. what can a stupid watermelon do. shes just like my pr school eng tuition teacher. who gave me some aloe vera crap. and then they think that their stupid medicine did wonders. i didnt use any at ALL, stop commenting on my pimples, my father and comparing me with my sisters.

SUNSHINE

2009-08-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

though i stayed at home for the whole day on this terrific holiday i think i've still managed to communicate with quite a number of people. haha.

anyway piggo me finally manage to ctach up on lost sleep. for others losing a few hours of sleep may be no big deal, but for me IT IS. HAHA. never never waking up at five to march, feel fat and eat macs, then head off to church and get totally hyped out about my new set of drumsticks, yaye me. something like this can drain my energy :O :O :O haha. and i had a very unsuccessful attempt at revising ting xie yesterday.

but not today! i finished all of the silly sentences and some chengyus are still stuck in my head. (:
watched the sisterhood of the travelling pants online illegally today. i thik i've watched so many movies online i cant remember what a CLEAR movie looks like. haha.

oh gosh i think i srsly need to burn off some fat. if only i had some drive in my to go out for running.
and i think i might go crazy if i dont cut my fringe again. its grown at a disgusting length that i cant possible let it down. roar. actually i dont think people can tel i actually had a fringe. since i pinned it up after the first day of school.

i realised i dont like ben fraser. haha i dont like his hair. its like john smiths hair in the disney movie pocahontas. haha omg i watched dumbo on youtube yesterday and i could cry man! it was so cute and touching and quite scary. haha. well clowns ARE scary!

2009-08-08T18:44:00.000+08:00

kay so national day march was screwed up. but i aint really thinking about it haha. cause its not very er, important

went to watch g.i joe instead of up ): tell you though the action and technology was cool TOO much action got a BIT boring sometimes. and i could always predict what was gonna happen next. but ah wells.
haha saw yy when we were queueing up for tickets, saw yy when we were on the mrt on the way home. turns out she was watching gi joe as well. funnay.

i think i slept for like 24 hours after that! and now i'm just wasting my time cause it seems to pass so fast now! haha.

watching all the old nick shows on youtube. omg i wish nickelodeon would just show them again! roar. all that, the amanda bynes show. totally kyle! kenan and kel! omg omg omg. haha

2009-08-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

okay i feel quite mean for that previous post but i know when i'm angry i'll just agree with it again so i'm leaving it there

anyway i thank mom for putting up with my shit sometimes too. and lending me her (quite disgusting) spare phone

anyway now i;ve lost my wallet. grr prolly punishment for cursing my mom so much
my e dic gets screwed my phone lcd gets stepped on my wallet and my ranks get lost oh gosh

anyway lit test! study!

theresa chan is getting quite irrinnoying again
but i thank her for passing me in lit and eng

omg school ndp ): is exactly like ap and is killing jeraldine haha

I'M NOT DRAWING MY GRAPH

2009-07-27T10:09:00.000+08:00

its 30 mins to recess and i'm hungry when i look at the burger
i bet you are too

ZZZZZZZ

2009-07-23T22:46:00.001+08:00

i totally shaved my dog today. shes almost bald and can pass off as the ugliest dog in the world but who cares, so long as shes comfortable. but the same cant be said for me though. all her short short fur is clinging on to me and i feel really itchy. it can get into my bra cause i hug her, yucks.

omg i keep sleeping in the afternoons. shit total time waster

SEX, POTIONS, ROCK N ROLL

2009-07-18T15:19:00.003+08:00

thats how david yates describes his oh-so awesome movie. oh please, that line totally turned me off harry potter. but still i'm gonna watch it today ;)
when i come back i will rant once again about how david yates is so stupid and retarded. if i were jk rowling i might just sue him.

DONT YOU DARE SAY THAT AGAIN.

2009-07-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

its not my problem (and neither does it surprise me) that the tv chooses to freeze when you are watching your FUCKING DISGUSTING CHINA SHOW.
dont you dare say that i'm impatient or rude cause if you cant fix that fucking problem what the fuck am i supposed to do. can you use your brain sometimes.
and your china show is so fucking disgusting, why even bother watching it.

feel damn stressed for tmrs math and english paper.

i hope i get to sleep properly tonight not like yesterday ;/ kept waking up

FEVER IS SO HOT

2009-07-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

haha gong han today wasnt very bad, just the fact that i nearly died cause of my flu.
i've got fever, and i'm scared i might have infected my friends, i can hear silly miss gwee shouting "truth justice freedom and love!" wdv. (:

anyway apparently it aint getting better. and i'm not in the mood for studying though i shld be getting prepared for my math test.
going to doctors is quite stupid, you go there to find out how are you sick thenn he asks "so what illness do you have?" thats for him to find out.
my chinese medicine is quite gross. but ahwells. yaye i found spongebob on youtube! omg hes so hilarious. i'm going to search for the adams family now mann.

i hate my flu. dont mind my fever.
dujia touched my forehead today. eeeeeeeeeee.
i want lollipopppppp

OIL BLOTTER MOVE ASIDE, PANADOL IS NOW MY NEW BESTFRIEDN

2009-07-14T18:42:00.002+08:00

today i kept QUIET like really quite in dujias lesson. and she didnt have to say anything about me. haha. oo yea yippe yippe yea. then i acted crazy in mrs chans lesson and she was nice too. haha. even indian dance class went well. though mr phee was being a total pervert by watching us for the whole one hour. so gross.

i woke up with the sexy voice today (: haha and i also saw wlm in the morning and she was the last person i saw when i left school yesterday.
feels so awkward. haha okay i can hear valerie laughing at me.

leadership workshop was... THIRTY DOLLARS. it was OKAY. but allt hey did was talk talk talk not really much. just showed us all the trick questions jeremy cai my p4faith form teacher showed us and we all forgot the next day. heh. but some were quite interesting.
alexiaa and i were winking at at inside joke about *ahem ahem* yea? haha

i had fever today. okay i'm having fever. and i had to stay back for some freezing cold workshop and go home by myself -;- but ah wells. maybe being sick will help me to shuddup during language lessons and keep the silly teachers happy.

anyway one problem with mrs chan is that she only shows us model answers AFTER the test -;-

theres gong han tmr. math and eng on friday. chi next monday. eng on next wednesday. GEOG AND BIO on week 5. and many many many never ending stupid tests. i hate the school system. i am going to die.

NINCOMPOOP

2009-07-13T22:49:00.002+08:00

mom may be annoying and unreasonable but hanging out with her is realy hilarious. i think cause she only speaks rubbish and i only listen to rubbish so our topics become so totally funnay.

she was teaching me bio and i started complaining about ALL my teachers and how they speak. and so i sit on the chair starting to imitate everyone and i laugh cause shes laughing. and she laughs cause i'm laughing.

omg shes such a cheater! she took ate ALOT of some white substance in a small bowl. so i went to try some. ALOT. it turned out to be CITRIC ACID OMG. really sour! and mom stands there laughing cause i make the most retarded face expressions ever. haha.

physics today was terrible, i was careless ): and i worked my ass of but only obtained a bloody a1 ):
and mr leow is so stupid.one girl shouted: can you go through question 2d!? then he just, scrolled up to show her the ans -;- stupid man.

haha i'm watching starters wife, its like desperate housewives just before it. haha.

harry potter ;)

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT SMILE MEANT TO ME

2009-07-12T16:09:00.002+08:00

omg. sunday is already over, so fast. i cant stand it. i cant stand it! i have to wait one more week till it comes again. omg. omg. i'm going to miss church like so much again.
yaye bro, glad you came today.

cell grp was fun as usual. i think we've really become closer than last time ;)
omg the new beat zhiting taught me is so confusing. i shall parctice on thin air at home.

i miss church

phyiscs results tmr is the only thing making me go to school cause i want to know how much i got eventhough it aint a very good feeling.
omg i cant believe jamies school has that kind of survey! :O which reminds me, i have a stupid edulearn survey to complete.

i will force myself to study for bio

2009-07-10T20:28:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling very very very very very very tired. my neck is ACHING. its so painful. i cant stand it. like its really "sour" or like someone is pressing a red hot poker INTO the bone.
anyway i just watched some old episodes of proj runway (: since i probably missed the whole thing on tv. but ah wells. i had actually alr completed the whooe series even before it came on out channel 5 lol.
i really like the drag queen challenge.

anyway todays lit test was annoying. it wasnt difficut, just terribly annoying. and i had descriptions for both pictures, all three alctually, and so i just couldnt decide exacrtly which one i should do, maybe i shld have done the one with the stuff thrown all around the place cause it looked like my room. and if lesser people chose it theresa chan wouldnt have been so bored. awww to bad for her cause both my lit and eng papers look like i was blind while writing it, totally messy everywhere. and e lit test was to short btw. annoying

dujia was super pissed. but i ave no comment. today i didnt hate her, i just didnt care. i didnt bother about what she said or what she thought. maybe part of it was because i was thinking about my CHAPATI. HAHA. i'm so greedy.

kim and i are going to wear my red bra on monday for good luck cause physics test results are coming out. i mut definitely rememebr that, if i get an a, i'm so gonna get mom to buy me those polariod (?) cameras cause i plan on using it for my cell ;) and our photo collage. (?) problem is the thing might come out a wee bit too small.

i srsly feel like killing anna leong. like hello! we're suddenly bombed with all this gym stuff. not like its difficult but its so stupid. we only have 4 weeks to be able to complete handstands cartwheels headstands some weird roll over and forward thing. my neck is FUCKING pain.

I WANT BASEBALL FOR P.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i missed how it used to be y'know

2009-07-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

oh yes, happy birthday audrey (ma'am)

OUCH. my eyes are REALLY hurting, its terrible i cant stand it. it really hurts.
haha i sound like the boy in the youtube video where charlie bit his finger. but its really painful.

my temperature i took at hans was 34.9! 34.9 omg! haha. i like to destress during hans. even though its chinese i enjoy myself in it :D and it doesnt make me hate china in any way. haha dujia you are a born loser.

anyway i look up at my ceiling and i realised i nearly forgot about the low-in-the-dark stars i pasted up there in sec1. and i feel really glad (: when i look at them in the NIGHT it makes my DAY. hahahah.

village by the sea and sing to the dawn are IDENTICAL BOOKS. all about village people not receiving enough education or money and all want to go to the city. its so cliche now. i hate books that try to act inspirational. one reason why i'm not a fan of jodie picoult(?) all her books have these captions (?)/words at the bottom, and theyre so emo. like "would you do [what and what] to save the life of [so and so]?" its so annoying! like get a life! its quite annoying.
i think i've done enough ranting in my life.

i need to pray for so many tonight.
OMG NELIA GET WELL SOON PLEASE PLEASE

2009-07-09T22:56:00.003+08:00

hungry hungry
very very
hungry very
very hungry

horny horny
very very
horny very
very horny

ailin this song created by me is dedicated to you ;)

i am exhausted and my eyes are killing me once again. i should stop looking at dujia

DEEJAY IS STUPID

2009-07-09T18:11:00.002+08:00

she was very stupid this morning. so stupid no one could stand her. and her clothes made me want to puke. she is that time of person that makes EVERYTHING ugly look ugly. i bet even if she had on some jimmy choo shoes, a prada bag or a zara top, the first reaction people have when they see her would still be "ugh" like OMG she looked so so so so so gross! and if she wants to show off her cleavage she might as well use a knife and CUT OUT ONE cause she her chest is equivalent to that of a immature primary 5 student.

i'm trying not to think of that disgsting yellow shirt she has. OMG.

alot of work today. grrrr, anyway i'm scared for my lit and eng test tmr ;/ i hope i wont die. like die die with theresa chan talking non stop, disrupting the blarde train of thoughts in my head. she cant really teach, she just goes thorugh the BASICS then she tells us to do pair work or grp discussion -;- how much is that going to help us -;-

my math teacher is quite stupid too. 1)she cannot speak proper english
2)her hair is disgusting
3)she only has one pair of shoes
4)no original method but the tedious tb one > :(
5)likes to say "who am i talking to"
6)asks stupid questions like the one above

did i mention how stupid dj was. her lesson today wasnt THAT bad, but she was probably too stupid to know the english words we were supposed to use to translate. so i told min min to use magnificent and massive. sure enough she looked away once she heard it, only pretending she knew what it meant

no one writes unclear stuff on the board and expects everyone to know. she just wrote "thurs assembly 1-2pm > friday lesson" wtheck does that mean. she didnt even explain. and since only half the class knew about todays extra p.e cause of shirlene quah, dujia should know she has bad communication skills and realise its her own fucking problem that no one could understand stupid cheena freaks like her.

she degrades the whole country of china. i'm serious. i used to be okay with it but now when i think of china it gets me sick.

2009-07-08T17:19:00.003+08:00

i'm kinda of like wasting my time here, i just slacked for about 2 hours, watching a stupid horror show with mom and sis on hbo and searching for blogskins on the com. i need to remind myself that i have 3 tests on friday, and i should start studying.

damn my english is getting worse. my sentence structure! and my literature is just.. i dont know, i just cant get the right feel about it.
i really hope i didnt get like under 21 for science, at least hit an a? but i'm so scared. i'll just cry if i didnt do well. grrrrrr.

okay. so i will... shower. find descriptive phrases ( > :( ). study spelling. then revise math questions. yes yes.

thank god i finished all my homework in school.

i hate china people like dujia. because of her when i see one now, i just have a very bad impression of them. they make me sick
she was so blardee annoying, giving us a sudden mock test today -;- so annoying!

2009-07-08T00:10:00.002+08:00

i'm so exhausted, even though i cant actually remember what i accomplished today. though i know it was all done in 2 hours or less.
if mrs chan doesnt like my "vilage by the sea" answers i'm so gonna kick her sorry ass out of the class.
oh oh bbut today she made me happy by the teeniest bit. for the whole yr so far she has been ignoring me and suddenly today the the last 15 minutes of the lesson she FINALLY accepted one of the adjectives to describe what stupid hari felt, an even wrote it in a different colour ;) yaye me!

but i dont know if tmr she'll just start pms-ing again. just thank god she didnt scream about my descriptive writing and even said i was saved by my email i had sent to her. aw c'mon, we shld all just be allowed to send our online assignments through email, it woold make it a hell lot of easier.

deejay's gong han is going to kill me if h1n1 doesnt. i'm dying thinking about our tests. and yea i have a very very vvery very very weird feeling, and this aching sensation in my gut all the time.

i'm annoyed at myself for feeling this way and i wish i could read minds. you probably dont care, and i shouldnt but i feel so darn guilty. i wonder if you think about it as much as me. hmm

i needa pray.

worship songs going through my head only gimme the slightest bit of comfort. nothing seems to be going well, just how they should be.

so exhausted just from thinking.

i hate everything about my body from the neck up and knees down. meaning stupid pimples, dry ends (hair) and hairy legs.

i've really got sore eyes, but tis got nothing to do with my contacts. its not the eyeball, more of just around. and body ache. and tiredness. i slept for 2 hrs in the afternoon and i'm super tired again.

i really wish i ould just talk to you again y'know.

hey bro, come back to church kayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

indian dance lesson today was just hilarious, though i dont wanna think about it much

gym for p.e? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

YAYE YOUTH DAY

2009-07-05T21:01:00.003+08:00

Sagittarius (November 22 - December 21) Symbol: The Archer Element: Fire Group: Theoretical Polarity: Positive Favorable Colors: Purple Key Body Part: Hips, Thighs Ruling Planet: Jupiter Cross/Quality: Mutable House Ruled: Ninth Opposite Sign: Gemini Lucky Gem: Topaz Period: Nov 22 - Dec 21
Chinese Zodiac Counterpart: Rat

Sagittarius Profile:
Inquisitive and energetic, the Sagittarius is the traveler of the Zodiac. Their philosophical, broad-minded approach to life motivates them to wander far and wide in the search for the meaning of life. Extroverted, optimistic, and enthusiastic, it can be almost impossible to keep the Sagittarius down. They love change. In fact, change is essential for this sign to feel their best.

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Sagittarius Key Words:
Strengths: Great sense of humor, idealistic, generous.
Weaknesses: Will say anything no matter how undiplomatic, promises more than can deliver, can be impatient to the point of rudeness.
Charismatic marks: Open and interested. Generally tall, strong legs. Clothes for comfort, not style. Women act in a “tomboy” manner.
Likes: Travel, being outdoors, freedom, philosophy.
Dislikes: Details, being constrained, off-the-wall theories, clingy people.
Best environment: Outside, on the move.

Famous Sagittarians:
Steven Spielberg, Mark Twain, Tina Turner, Jimi Hendrix, Christina Applegate, Frank Sinatra, Joe DiMaggio, Noel Coward, Walt Disney, Winston Churchill, Woody Allen, Brad Pitt, Jane Austen, Emily Dickinson, Frank Zappa, Jim Morrison.

haha this is kinda true. lol,
anyway, today church was FUN ;D zhiting taught me the most basic drum beat that she just learnt and and so i shall continue learning from her cause i cant attend saturday lessons with weizhen. ROAR. anyway its so fun :D but my hand-eye-brain coordination is so bad, i just have to practice all the time, even though its pretty darn simple. so i shall practice in schooooool.

haha friday was funnay. during home econs we learnt what people with too much fat clogged up inside had to do to their arteries so i drew a picture of alex teo on the board with all the balloons inflated inside. LOL. i'm so mean.

watching transformers (FINALLY) and studying tmr with some from cell grp ;)
i dont want the weekends to end

2009-07-04T16:49:00.002+08:00

yaye, i so so so so so so so so so glad its saturday.

now i have to go draw the stupid lip

2009-07-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

woah this is alr my 201 post, never thought i would reach that long.
its such a struggle everyday now, how am i going to phrase it properly in my prayers at night. school. OMG. like srsly. h1n1 if you dont come sooner or later i;m gonna find you. cant they jsut close down our school, where we dont have to be bothered with stupid things, and stupid people.

like srsly, she think shes got the right moral values everytime. i'm laughing inside. she thinks shes the only one who feels that way. HA.

youre so weak, no one gives a shit about what you think. dont you realise youre everything you complain about.

i hate hteresa chan
i hate mrs cheong my math teacher
i hate dujia
i hate npcc
i hate that we only have science for 3 days of the week
i hate h1n1 for not looking for me
i hate stupid SHORT and pathetic people
i hate physics
i hate mr leow
i hate having art tmr
i hate the school system
i hate only having church once a week

i miss church ):

its only the 3rd day and i feel so goddamn sick about schoool.

i have to bring 7 fucking lips to school tmr and display them under my desk where dujia will
1)comment and show me her ugly face
2)ask me to shift it somewhere else that will never satisfy her
3)ask me "ni zai gao shen me ah"
4)wonder why i brought instead of her stupid text book
5) i've run out of reasons why i shouldnt be complaining what an asss she is.

fuck the school. fuck the people in it.

dujia thinks that on friday we're supposed to come back to class after our half hour of eating, oh pls. i'm so not going back to class cause i know youre gonna come in and start speaking crap. I really canot stand china. i think its a stupid country where people are just very very stupid. they may be smart but their attitude sucks. dujia is living proof of that, all the problems they face are caused by them, fucking losers who hide everything and just destroy their reputation single handedly.

i feel so mean but who cares. i have never said so many "f" words in my life oh gosh

2009-06-30T19:07:00.002+08:00

OMG I FINISHED 5 CHAPTERS OF STUPID PHYSICS TODAY (: i'm really glad. i have 2 more confusing chapters on electricity to complete. will ask daddy about that. mr leow is really the stupidest teacher ever. the whole cohort knows that now (and about his bulge too) i bet you, everyone has trained themselves to home study physics and just learn how to slack and throw him annoyed looks at him during lessons. unless of course those kiasu people who TRY to listen in his lesson but just switch off. like what i tried to do, srsly, its worse than daddys sermons during church :P i told that to daddy once by accident and mommy just burst out laughing. but daddy didnt catch me fast enough so he just looked blur. (:

anyway yesterday i really felt damn ugh. it was only monday and i was missing church so so bad ): its always like this after long term hols. EXACTLY like how i felt for the whole month of jan. feb suddenly felt worse but then during march everything just died so school became more likeable. in the begginning of the year there were no tests and i felt stressed cause i wanted to do at least one test to see where i was going. now there are so many tests i just want to run away cause i dont want to see whether i've improved or deproved. i think i'm crazy. and i know i have grown like fatter, cause my weight increased BEFORE i went to taiwan. god knows how much i ate there. even though the food wasnt particularly nice.

i ate gum for the whole of the morning and dujia didnt notice anything at all. i alr had it in my mouth during temp taking (yes i know it sounds gross) all the way till her period before recess. i just took it out in front of her before i stepped out of the classroom, and i dont think she noticed anything, quite blind aye,

anyway kim seah is the student councilor for term 2 ;) so cute.

not looking forward to tomorrow. i just want to fast forward every week to sunday.

must must remember that i shld like tuesdays cause the next day is alr wednesday and after wednesday its only 2 more days before school is over and then it will be the WEEKEND.

2009-06-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

omg h1n1 you suck! its so stupid. if h1n1 only targets the young, then why shld the young be allowed to mix around. school is on but cca is cancelled -.- if you dont get infected by your classmates why shld you be infected by your cca mates -.- youre still in the same school stupid. then kayaking is cancelled, the 5km run was cancelled, freaking ctan cancelled pop cause her loser self was quarantined. do they think we actually care.
its so retarded the problem =school is staring at them RIGHT IN THE FACE and theyre just choosing to ignore it. like they cant seem to face the fact that they are just total retards. you dont change fatcs y'now, you change yourself. its so obvious. if that is that why avoid it. stupid retarded people with no brains.

PHYSICS IS THE F***ING WORST SUBJECT IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. ever. its so stupid. not like we're all gonna become mechanics or gross sweaty cheekopek men fixing aircons and trucks next time right -.- so why not leave it to those who are interested. its damn retarded.

i'm not really bothering about school. only my science test. i didnt fully complete chinese cause i stil have to get my dictionary back. math i didnt print out at all yet. and i didnt even complete my history project. science is still a bother. i guess i just screwed the hols. i thought if i completed my chinese and math in the beginning which i did, life would be better, but in the end its still all the same, so why bother. i'm waiting till school starts before i sort everything out.

2009-06-26T19:55:00.003+08:00

i repeat once again. no my nails are not black, they're just the colour of dark gothic blue. omg it looks blue from every angle please! and there uncle is going "jun, your nails are the same colour as yhe cocacola you are carrying"
i dont wanna tell you the numerous ways he insulted me in just that one sentence, he and his stupid organic food. claiming to be so healthy.
its not black! its blue! i'm not emo! haha. i can just hear gordon exclaiming "woah your nails damnn fierce ah!" hahahahha.

anyway i was just flipping through moms old albums and omg i cant imagine how long has she been teaching for. 20+ years. before i was born. one girl even wrote 'dearest mrs tan i was very scared of you when you first taught me in sec 1" OMG SEC 1! :O that must have been ages ago, even before i was p1.
haha i saw xy! and petrina who looks hell alot like hayden pantierre (?) and theres sam, some mgs bimbo called esther that i didnt realy like last time and her ang mo friends, maybe its because sshe kept looking into the mirrors when she came over. hahaha. but people say i looked like her when i was young :O

the radios going on about hini, ah wells.

haha then i saw notes written by matthew and some old cards given by my sisters and i to mom.
omg junyin even wrote "hi mommy ...and treat papa nicer kay" haha! mom always bullies poor daddy, cant believe junyin actually wrote that.
then there was one that had a drawing of "corniest mother award first prize" written on a blue ribbon. forgot mom was ever so corny. there were so many others! with my lopsided drawings and "act cursive" hand writing. for osme reason the pretty cards yy and jy drew when they were p6 still look damn good, like stilll not many people can draw like that,
mm i saw a picture of gwendolyn! (???) the one with like a million piercings on her body, but at least she wasnt the rebellious sort, and still smart, gosh i saw a card that someone wrote "want to congragulate you for your baby" and the date was set in 1996. meaning me! yaye me! omg, mom has been teaching for so long. means people have been walking in and out of my house for ages and i didnt even know it.

i remember so many of the lah omg.

joe JUST realised michael jackson died! quite sad, like theres no more king of pop. ahh.
someone fawcett also died. seemed she was also kinda famous.

omg i'm getting quite annoyed at ------- like he's not even a proper father figure, who is he to do so and so. i prolly shldnt butt in but sometimes its really unfair, and he doesnt really seem to think about ----- and what ---- needs. and i dont think i'm gonna pick up his callss anymore. i just feel damn pekcek when i see his name on my caller id.
i think im hooked on love story, something wrong with me. its so old alr but..
saw mommy writing ehr testimonials today. and she had problems with the screen cause it suddenly turned so puny. and i had to help her. but when i accidentally blew up the screen until the words were as huge as err wadeva, i saw ***'s name RIGHT THERE. and her testimonial was staring at me right i the face. mom even included " wonderful nco.." *shivers*
luckily pop isnt tmr :)

HAHA CTAN GOT QUARANTINED! LOSER.

omg mom called mrs yeow to complain that she thinks shes meno pausing and she even mentioned she sent a message saying "mrsgoh i think i'm meno pausing can i not attend tmrs meeting" like whaaaaat.

DEAREST *** I'M SICK OF NP CAUSE IT MAKES ME WANT TO PUKE, CAN I SKIP AS MANY SESSIONS AS I WANT O. OR CHANGE THE WHOLE SCHEDULE ;) THNAKS ;)

2009-06-25T16:09:00.006+08:00

omg i just spent $70 mind you. it consisted of the bleeding cloth for pop, lunch, cab far and poplar stuff, like wtf. i'm such a spend thirft. i could have saved money on the note book (but its pink!) and the old changkee, hmmm but old chungkee was only 1.50 so ahwells, haha.

anyway hung out with yijing my honey today ;) what we did at ikea about the green towels was really retarded. lol. so funay. i think the person was ready to kill us.

honey " i thnk they do have tinsel here, in the chrismas section! :D"
me "christmas isnt for 6 months"
honey "tsk"
ROAR i cannot find tinsel anywhere! i must go to great world to get it on sunday. i feel so annoyed i'm the only one doing the stuff and i shld probably get a life but i dont want pop to be so screwed either. kns.

i cant wait to watch transformers after the run on sunday! i really hope jeraldine can go for the run, hope they wont cancel it! and i hope peiling changes her mind about transformers! cause i really wana watch it!!!!

IKEA with honey was just so hilarious (: the lift, towel, candles, LUNCH and all that oil,, honey was practically pouring it out of the chicken.
and of course the taxi man talking about our old chung kee ;)

RED HOT CHILLI PEPPERS

2009-06-23T21:21:00.003+08:00

what a day! i cant believe i turned down studying at church for this!
i went to school at god knows what time (didnt check) met with litong, went to get paint and lovin see's bag (that litong stil claims it looks weird ;)) then started on a new lip (:
i managed to make 2 really cool rolling stones icon out of cardboard ;)
the next one wasnt so good though. it was a diff design and was kinda tricky. lucia didnt want it to look tad boring so we decided to add a little bit of glitter. in the end we had to glitter-ise the whole thing,haha.
elvis presley turned out to be a wee bit out of shape, his guitar looked like his butt. but ahwells, marilyn monroe will be much better ;)
like so wthell, i was the only one from my com who showed up can. damn irrinnoying. i had to search for the right piece of cardboard and complete 5 blardee lips. and i'm planning to do more cause the others look terrible and unfinished next to the polished ones.
haha we finally managed to make the mirrors for the covers. one is too random the other is too boring and the last one just had too much of one icon! lol! but they still look kinda cool. i'm telling you, i'm so gonna kill my squadmates, those who just take the credit for doing nothing and dont even know it really disgust me. and those who complain like some fragile idiot saying theyre hurt by every single thing and acting like some spoilt brat just need to open their eyes wide enough to see theyre only contirbuting a little bit of effort -.-

i see lips when i close my eyes now :/

kayaking and pop are cancelled! curse you ctan. curse you h1n1

FUN WEEK (:

2009-06-22T00:13:00.003+08:00

this will prolly be another long post (:

fun week was superb. haha. and deborah cannot concentrate in a sermon, tsk tsk tsk, haha. you are 20+ plus. (:
oh gosh i'm kinda worried for bing, i hope he gets well soon. pray hard ;)
damn i must learn how to go home from church. the guys totally abandoned (or in normal terms, pangseh-ed) us at the bus stop when we missed the silly bus. grrr. anyway we took a cab to thomson plaza (had churros ;) ) and i managed to get my balloons (: but i left it at seans house! aw shucks. and i need it tmr. nvm i can always drop by to collect it later on.

i love spicy food. like alot. but its a pity it makes me get more pimples (cut down on orange bowl ): ) and so i didnt eat much of the amazing sting ray. okay i'm trying to find some fancy english phrase to describe it but to no avail.
we first played counter strike up in the house and some fb game. typing manac or something, we practically went crazy. and leeyang was paparazzi-ing with his camera which he claims doesnt have flash.
playing volley ball in the room was hilarious, (: hope samuel doesnt realise we've practically shifted his whole lego and thomas the train set :O

the funniest thing that happened was when we locked the guys up in the squash court where they were playing ping pong. climbing on the glass walls like animals.
at first we thought they wouldnt notice but suddenly when the door was about to be locked everyone wanted to go out. still managed to shut them in though ;)
haha and we threw the key in so we couldnt even open the door from the outside anymore and they couldnt open the door from the inside ;) hahahah!
the key fell into the "fountain" right outside and i had to climb in to get it. thanks gawd i was wearing fbts that were short enough not to get wet.

next was bbq ;) setting up the charcoal was easy and fun. fastest ever in my life ;)hahaha. okay. so i just fooled around with the fire starters but at least i got the fire going.
as usal we al got pushed into the pool again. sigh, first lifted off the chair by cheng rui and now practically draggged by the blardee legs by paul. kns, and i was wearing a white shirt and black bra mind you.
anyways it was still fun. i had to wear seans dads shirt cause it was oversized and the only availabel one at the moment. ahha. silly jamie had me change on the spot. obviously with the effective method. no one would strip on the spot when there are other cheekopek neighbours from floor 1 to 26.

oh and some neighbours started throwing objects down :O
ryan lim threw his exercise boks claiming he liked to draw vehicles and other stuff. (he repeatedly wrote 3 sentences saying that) and his mom and dad threw down one of his toys, a bayblade and his moms watch, lol ohgosh.
reminds me of the time when my blardee neighbours threw crap down into my old condo garden before. grrr. really annoying.

haha i think paul got the worst of everything. considering the fact that i tickled him which turned out to have scratch marks, i poured kickapoo and FnN cherry over his back and threw ice at him :O
haha then i explain jamie and i couldnt possibly do that to daniel cause we would haver to reach too far down, lol.

my marshmallows are definitely awesome (: haha srsly! lol, better than chengruis okay! last time he was always claiming he was an expert in making them. mine turned brown okay! in less than 5 mins cause i have a very effective way of roasting them. haha.

xy left the place really early ): next time i shall force her to stay.
i left my superman jacket there! ):
oh yes, happy fathers day for all those fathers out there (:

please extend the school hols, please dontflood us with stupid e learning things, dont acuse me of not completing my work when i did >: (

saw the clock at 1:11 (: reading weird timings is really happening often now ;)

TAIWAN

2009-06-20T19:28:00.002+08:00

taiwan, i didnt really enjoy the trip as much as i thought i would. i shall start witht he bad stuff.
- the clothes were VERY UGLY. i'm so sorry for those people who love taiwan but the clothes are just loose or tight or out of shape and all have either too many ruffles, disgusting shiny stuff on them or act cute and weird bad english quotes or phrases. and quite sluttly. the vests were all out of shape. and the peoples dress sense was like, ew. not saying mine is great but there is a border line between nice and matching and ugly and totally gross. like they could wear oversized overalls over a complicated top, tights and penny loafers. srsly.
idk what the school girls are doing. messy hair with gross clips, penny loafers or fake converse sneakers on their feet, sunglasses?? and the skirts are wayy to big. what i didnt like was that the night markets are all like filled with things from mini toons or slutty bikini's. no offence. srsly,its just one whole line of mini toons all lined up. we walked and walked some shops DID have nice clothes but i guess they were just not my taste. kay lah, not everything was disgusting. but i hav ent gone to that part yet.
people said the food is nice in taiwan. not bad, but they cant make nice chilli ): although the last meal we ate had the best chilli ever.
the first meal we had was the worst, being unfamiliar with the place, we just picked one random stall and i couldnt figure out what i was eating, even if it tasted good.

best parts bout taiwan:
beef noodle is GOOD. like really good. and the people too (despite their clothing) like they have a great attitude and all. srsly very polite. esp shopkeepers. and they harldy shout. even the taxi drivers are really funny. like they just crack jokes and all. and the people dont push, they dont spit they dont stare they dont ignore and they dont mock you or anything. and their customer service isnt bad. even the people at the mrt managed to tolerate mom and her ridiculous questions with the most obvious answers :O
the mrt there is cute. they scan the tokens. not only the cards. haha quite fun. i dindt managed to find much stuff and i only bought the t shirt out of desperation. however i am quite glad with the demin jacket i found on the last night (: must have a more avriety of jackets. haha.

the night markets were just like those in china. except less shouting, though it had lesser interesting things i dindt really mind. anyway walking along two sides of shops could did help me to excercise my neck, of course i hope daddy wasnt too annoyed with my ponytail swishing here and there all the time (i'm nearly as tall as him now ;) )
we took singapore airlines there! :D i managed to watch slumdog millionaire and he's not that into you and the curious case of bejamin button (: i feel accomplished.

we had breakfast at this place every morning since we had coupons and i always had a special plate everyday ;) cayuse of what i ordered. haha. didnt like the coffee as much as mom did though.

anyway i think on weds i was feeling the most restless :/ cause we had to go sight seeing and its not as fantastic as china but quite interesting. we sort of went to what seemed like random places. and one even alllowed us free entry if we could produce any reciept from any shop in taiwan. unfortunatelty dad just threw away all before we went there, haha.

we went to one beach place in taiwan. it had all the rocks that got their weird shapes from erosion. the place was huge and that was the only thing worth seeing,. haha

one time mom made me real pissed at one of the shopping places and i just turned arnd and started walking away. like i just kept going through the alley ways and stuff. but the damn place was so small i just sat down at one of the sight seeing corners and waited for mom to walk over. which she did. very slowly.

haha someone told me tiedan was rare huh. lol. dan shui has like a million of them. half the shops sell 5 diff brands of tiedan. lol, so many to choose from. in the end mom bought like 8 packets, ALOT of it. i'm not really a fan of tie dan cause its like, so hard on he outside. but it does have a weird taste in a nice way.

all in all if you asked me to go to taiwan again i would say no. so sorry for all those lovers of taiwan. but the people there are really good and the food is nsuper unique (:

yy said she regretted going :O haha. shh dont tell her i told you that.

oh the hotel was smart. cause it wasnt them grand sort and they sort of combined with the cafe next to it. and so the check in counter has very little space. like really little. but the upstairs is the size of two shops put tgt. like the tore down the wall inbetween,. haha.

mom was on a pillow frenzy the last night, she was obsessed with the pillows the counter "ke yi ba yi ge mai gei wo ma" like woah. the lady was just stunned man. haha

the ride back wasnt so great, our plane was delayed for 4 hours. but that allowed me to buy a new book (: haha they lik gave us 4 $250 coupons to buy diner and a box of pineapple tarts each for compensation. lol.
mmm they had haigan daaz ice cream served on the plane ;)
mom felt a but nauseaous on the plane and i got a bit worried. ): better ask her to rest.

OHMYGAWD. when we were collecting our luggages at belt 36 (i remember ;) ) i saw MR AND MRS PHEE. like colin phee and angela jacob. i was quite grossed out. haha, mom was busy buying wine and dint see. lol. luckily for me, they didnt stop to chat (: phew.

we reached home arnd 4 am and i still had to attend learning lab in the morning like ;/ ah wells. i better finish this and complete my little india piece. surprisingly i can steal stuff from tll notes ;) i'm gonna show theresa chan i can produce something other than shit.

during the whole trip i was thinking so much (thats how i can blog properly) that i could nearly hear lovin ma'am saying 'you think too much" all over again. sighh.

heh.

there you go aishyn! a realllllly long posts for you. and i apologise again to those taiwan lovers. i just realised i didnt drink water for the whole of today. only things like tea and juice. oh gosh.

2009-06-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

organsied cr's surprise party today.

2009-06-10T23:06:00.002+08:00

haha i'm gonna neglect this thing pretty soon cause i'm hooked on facebook. haha. anyway today the church stuff was kinda fun (: i'm sad i missed vlows birthday ): but one was right in the east and the other was in the west so i guess church? NVM I'LL GET YOU A HELIUM BALLOON ON THE 1ST DAY OF SCHOOL :D

so i went to pass anita her balloon when i saw her. and sucking up the helium was fun ;) even though i srsly didnt know how i sounded like.
so one day i shall get si en to record (: anitas really sweet! thanked me so much for the balloon, haha.

anyway bro dont be too sad alright (: shall cheer you up soon

2009-06-09T08:39:00.002+08:00

ohmygawd. its like 8.30 on a HOLIDAY and i'm up and awake blogging? :O
yy and i had a sleepover with huichun and jocie last night ;) it was weird since we were neighbours. okay at first had no idea we were going to get snacks and i had to go right after i bathed where my hair was wet and soon turned frizzy, making me look like some idiot -.-

took pictures, ate, watched a totally disgustingly/cute bimbotic chick flick.
then huichun and my sis complained they were suffering from wearing b**a to sleep, and were suffocating, so they took it out on the spot (with the shirt still on)
anyways yaye i can upload photos on fb properly now. i think i'm hooked :O
aishyn!

2009-06-08T18:26:00.002+08:00

studied with sean and si-en in church today (: i've been seeing them for 5 days in a row :D i think when school starts i'm gona have that, home-church sick feeling again like last time.
visited chengrui at the hospital.
omg damn hilarious, we actually got a helium balloon for him and it actually flew away when we got off the bus :S haha omg, nvm his birthday is on friday. haha
we took damn retarded photos at the shop in great world.
ate at fish &co. for lunch. $63.80. like whaaaaat. haha.
fb is very slow on my com ):
casper insisted she create one for me and so she did then i foolishly added everyone on my msn list. seniors and all :O

i have pink braces now, have some fun once in a while

2009-06-07T20:53:00.000+08:00

i enjoyed worship today (:
omg pray for cr :O

CHURCH RETREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

2009-06-06T16:59:00.004+08:00

i'm back (:
okay it was sort of disappointing cause there was no beach omg. but still we did try to find things to do.
went to the blardee golf course on the first day. haha the ponds and streams around it really stank up the whole place but the carpet grass is really clean ;) so we stayed there to fool around until we got chased out.

wanted to teach casper how to flyyyyyy.
mmm i shall comment on the food (: (like duh thats what i do)
they kept giving beef bacon cause they didnt eat pork :O

oh yes which reminds me i have managed to stay at human level for the "pig game" we played (: thankq thankq, but, for stupid reasons i get promoted to level 4 straight away.grrr, haha.

my neck hurts againnn,
church camp was filled with card games late nights (malay!)spongebob retard ben ten torture sermons filled with strange words(humblum) sharing times roller carts screwed up hotel rooms rubbish in the fridge garbage on the light clogged up sinks with 3 diamonds inside ;)

si en bunked in with us cause if aishyn anita and she all bunked with ayc it would be too squeezy.
somehow on all nights ayc managed to be difficult for everyone going slightly overboard. a 10.30 curfew is just..and only getting back by 11 is a crime.

"Went to shower, had a faulty card so went to the boys room to search if they took the wrong card. Went back to the room and was stunned. PYC wrote there " 11pm, still not back. " -.-" quote from caspers blog.

i have to steal many things from caspers blog so sorry cause i cant seem to remember much. heard many hilarious stories from her (:
the obstacle course there is kinda old but i guess this resort focused more on golf cause the tennis court was more suitable for playing soccer.

2009-06-02T14:05:00.004+08:00

ayeeeeee i'm leaving for malaysia tomorroww! (: so happy. haha si en sent me a message telling me she was bunking in with aunty yokching! haha omg. so it looks like aishyn anita and si ena are all bunking in with aunty yokching. haha omg omg.

maybe i should spend my time packing now instead of watching the mosst hilarious how on hbo. the people can make up the most hilarious stories and reasons for why some guy stood this girl up. hahaha.
i shall crap and crap and crap all day long over here since last night i didnt get to be spastic enough, haha. and omg i'm leaving for malaysia tmr for church retreat! did i mention?
haha yes yes its only malaysia but church retreat is the funnest time in the whole of june holidays. and i will bring back losta gum (:

i'm running away srsly from np. pop present lucia talks to me half the time on msn to discuss about it and i'm just like grrrr. i'm kinda glad cause this church trip shall finally allow me to like what, skip 3 possible meetings that would happpen concerning pop.

mmmm i feel like drinking tea. but i alr had a cup this morning. (: (: (:
okay i shall promise myself to start packing before mr loh comes for tuition. i dont wanna have his tuition but if i dont my oppr will drop to 40% hahahaha.

mm omg i like the setting of this show. the houses are so nice and pretty. haha.i really like shows with meg ryan in them ;)
i think i'm being totally random and spastic but i need to get my mind off stuff. haha.

jamies so cute, shes asking me about EVERYTHING. what top bring for retreat, what to do what to buy. haha. i have to remind myself that she hasnt gone in like years. thanks to her basketball coach. haha.

CHURCH RETREAT!!!
aye i think i'm a huge klutz. i went to check the mail. and when i opened the letter box the door just came out. like there it was in my hand.
okay its been three hours and i still have not packed my bag. see you guys! :D

this is like the 3rd time i am editing this. and my bag is not packed yet. i think i might forget thing tmr. MIGHT. so cross my fingers that i wont.

oh theyre blue now. my fingers. nails. cause monique lent me her blue polish and yy and i fooled around with it. yaye she actually helped me paint them. but they look like black so i hope uncle daniel wont say anything tmr. haha i think he has a bad impression of me. lol. but hey i'm quite good okay. i dont pon sermons and i really listen, and i sing my heart out during worship. hmph.
anyway., must remember to bring my bible.
mommy wants me to take it off before i go for church camp. i plan to take it off during church camp. i'll be leaving the house later than her anywayyy. (:

i should prolly buy some last minute sweets for the bus ride!

2009-06-01T18:17:00.004+08:00

YAYE OMG I FINISHED MATH EXCEL!!!!!!!! like omg yaye! its the stupidest homework ever and i'm done with it (: actually dujia's chinese song is the stupidest thing. thank you horny hippo for so enthusiastically finishing it for me (:

I'M GOING FOR CHURCH RETREAT (: si en fixed some last minute thing for jamie and uncle daniel said i could go ;) i hope he doesnt scream at me.

haha so yaye! i shall be bunking with jamie . and mommy wont be there to nag about the amount of GUM i am bringing back! haha. oo happy day.

haha my hioroscope was right. said something about me being happy today. yaye.
i will be gone for quite a while this holiday. i shall escape from np which i hate now.

oh no! i need to give the travel declaration form!
haha casper shall be happy i'm going :D
we shall stay up all night long in bings room again. making stupid bets which cr hasnt given me my $5 yet and issac will be emo-ing at the balcony with his pillow
(wonder why? ;)) and josaiah (?????) wil be waiting and waiting for me to put my card down,

oh yes i realsied its been exaclty one yr since i've known casper. hahaha
random.

2009-06-01T10:41:00.002+08:00

i had a dream about min min last night! she was struggling to argue with dujia in chinese ;)

anyway goodluck to all those taking chi o levels today. i know i'm a bit late.

2009-06-01T00:52:00.005+08:00

yaye thank you casper. i prolly wont change my skin in like another ten thousand milion years cause i'll be creating too much trouble for her, haha.
someone died in my fish tank. i mean a fish. too lazy to retype. i wont tell daddy. no actually i have to. cause it was his favourite fish. oh man. and i thought i was just about to get the hang of it. grrrrr. anyway i have to make a mental note to fill up the fish tank with more water. if not everything else would just die. and then i will become a irresponsible pet owner which i do not want. i must train myself to be respnsible.

my henna is coming out ):
i suddenly miss synod youth games again ):
i'm not going for church retreat cause i though no one would go. in the end si en and casper are going! ):
i really need those physics notes from shirlene quah ):
i want to plan a stardee session with my cel grp mates and other youths this week ):
i just screwed my specs ):
its really hot in here
mommys com has something that will expire in one day. and i cannot renew it cause the stupid thing sucks and is not at all clear. that stupid thing is what protects her com from viruses ):
i'll prolly wake up at 12 tmr ):
someone tell me how many calories are there in a dumpling (zong zi) ):
ever since jtc pimples have started to appear on my cheeks and now the ones on my forehead are finally clearing but my cheeks are getting worse ): < THIS MAKES ME ANGRY.
i'm scared of mok mok
i need to thin my hair
i mom and dad are happy with my term 2 results :D but i'll feel so bad if i remind daddy to get me my red sneakers since he wanted to get me something (i told him not food)
i'm very broke. ): no money left for pop :O
my neck hurts ):
my butt hurts from the sermon today. suddenly ):
i can hear junyin practising guitar next dooooorr
i am running ut of books to read ):
i do not have the motivation to study ):
i suddenly have a-going-to-be-obssesion with prince caspian which i do not want to have ):
i think i'm a complain queen. as what cheng rui said last time to tease me while he was chewing on his perfectly roasted marshmallow. (i managed to perfect my marshmallow roasting skills right after that ;) )

anyway, i shall go and read my horoscope since i'm such a superstitious freak. i must see if i'm going to break anything tmr cause i've been a real klutz nowadays

si en was quite down today. but i managed to make her laugh ;)
i wanna go for church retreat now! :O
hahaha casper says she helped me to upload that picture here cause she got it from litongs facebook haha.
I SHALL SWIM ACROSS THE OCEAN (?) TO MALAYSIA LIKE MAS SELEMAT :D

TC= TOILET CLEANER

2009-05-31T21:53:00.004+08:00

anyway i changed my skin and i like spastic and random ones like this and my burger so i shall smile whenever i come to post.

my tagboard will remain gone for now cause i'm such a noob and i need casper (who is now at the gym getting fit and healthy not like me) to help and get it all fixed and done (:

PICK A STAR ON THE DARK HORIZON AND FOLLOW THE LIGHT

2009-05-31T19:07:00.004+08:00

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

church was good again (: as it is every week. i really like long worship (: y'know the songs just lemme feel better about everythingggg, like np. and when we had that prayer in our cell today xy and peiling were so nice (: made me feel so much better. everytime i go to church, i'd think of np then those pretty songs make is so much better.

i hate np now. i srsly cant stand it. its so stupid. with its retarded rules and blind people that dont see anything. but then at the same time i wanna rennnnnn and try to do well in it. cause yea, its still a blardee hell cca.
but if act enthu again and people just ignore me sure as hell i might just walk away during evaluation lah. damn friggin annoying.
haha my juniors might just be complaining about me like that next time. ;) lol. ohmyshit i'm sec 3 next yr (if i dont retain)
anyway i like "the call" by regina spektor (: esp the lyrics. (:

TURN OUR MOURNING INTO DANCINGGGG

2009-05-30T21:04:00.005+08:00

haha i saw vlow at tll todayyeee. and she just tagged on her com when i was right next to her.

haha tll wasnt bad. discussed some presentation thingy with serene and jen. omg the vocab section was damn stupid. they give all the chim words but suddenly one "retreive" there. and so i had to find a chim cousin word for that. in the end it just turn out to be "find" -,,-
my picture on my tll card is HORIBBBBBLE. gross.

synod youth games! i'm quite happy i went. haha i stayed at si ens grp for a while before moving onto mine. i was like 2 hours late and they hadnt even started. haha theres this andrew guy in my grp who was super hilarious. like srsly. and cheryl was damn giggly! i think we communicate by giggling. during the race we were just giggling for all the blardee 4 laps man. lol. anyway it was fun. really fun. no one could guess i was sec2 omg ;) coooool. anyway i must reach like 165 and stop. cause 170 is kinda too tall.
synod youth games was fun fun fun. people there are so nice. random peole just getting into grps singing songs (:
i cant wait for church tmr. long worship!

green tea kills sperms! replenish with mango sperm drink! (mango = free pee)

haha sean bing jamie and i went down to j8 (icne it was so close) for dinnnerrr (i'm quite proud of myself cause i skipped lunch and ate spicy stuff to help loose weighy ;) BUT i drank starbucks after that :/, at thomson plaza cause the prize was a 10 voucher. but i dindt finish it though! haha) anyway aunty sabrina dropped me off (: thanks. even though i could just walk bcak. haha seans bro, sabastian (?) is really cute! damn cute when he was at popular. haha i'm gonnna steal him one day.

HELO HELO

2009-05-28T18:58:00.003+08:00

last day of schoool!!!! omg happy happy. haha shits y know the travel dclaration form, i actually remembered to sign it, but i forgot to bring my silly ol file to school. haha. omg tmr i must must start with physics notesssss. must must. so i can try to improve my ppr.
i'm really happy with my ppr this term (: cause i'm so stupid and ihave never hit 70, though close. i finally hit seven a's in my ppr. i'm really glad. but i do hope i dont drop next term. cause that happens to me. and i'm stupid most of the time, so its a possibility. and the past few tests i've been having just dont look good.

omg discovery travel and living is showing some show of finding sandwhiches in america. looks damn goooooooood. omg i'm thinking of food. as always.

today little india was boringgg. i ended up sitting next to the two wierdest people ever. and i'm talking about quite emo i-love-jap-manga/anime kind of people on the bus. i could die. and though the food was heavenly spicy-ish, it was too filling.
i got my henna (: and its nice okay.

i did library with yongzhen! haha. condemn (?) books. lol so weird. sometimes if the book was borrowed in 2001 but it looks like shit we still just chuck it into the pile cause we know no one else (unless its the same spastic person) will borrow it.

ctan is damn bad. damn biased. the sec fours pop is in the worst timing possible, with no campfire and there she goes flapping her arms like some bird while talking. wtheck. so inconvenient for everyone and she still goes "we cant please everyone, its difficult to agree with everyone" can you tell me exactly WHO are you agreeing with. WHO are you pleasing. so many of my squadmates cant make it to help ):

2009-05-25T19:09:00.002+08:00

A: You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to drink.
E : You are a damn good kisser.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and looks.
I : You are great in bed.
J : People adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L: Everyone loves you.
M : You are great in bed.
N : You like to drink.
O : You are an awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : You are freaking crazy.
S : You are easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best g/f b/f anyone could ever ask for.
Z : Always ready

T : You're loyal to those you love.
A: You like to drink.
N : You like to drink.

Q : You are a hypocrite
I : You are great in bed.

J : People adore you
U : You really like to chill.
N : You like to drink.

haha oh gosh i steal all these funny things from vanessa low,haha i like to drink! :O yes i like strawberry milk (: and coke. and melted ice cream (gross but then...)
haha shits i'm a hypocrite. haha i shall accept that. i shall be hypocrites to hypocrites.
haha maybe i shouldnt call it "chill" i call it "slack" or "procrastinate" cause i really have bad habits i should kick ):
e learning is a waste of time. really. kay maybe its not, but anything you consider not important is a waste of time. so to me e learning is not very important. i'd like to go to school (:
the chinese work was really, ): i've alr given up.
for science i finally realised i'm in for it. physics will be a disaster if i dont buck up omg. i must must find my science file and study all i can during june!!

ahh we are freaking out over pop man ballons bras mirrors roses cakes shoes face cream macs. omg. haha

i just realsied i cannot go for SC2 outing anymore because of the stupid taiwan trip mommy planned that EVERYONE was against! like, she didnt care about swine flu at all omg. just because she heard it was a good shopping opportunity. and i told her ten thousand times i didnt want to go. and she still went to book my ticket! people say wow at least your mom brings you overseas. but hello! what if your mom kept doing things you didnt like! and bringing you overseas was one of them! now instead of enjoying bbq and having a hell of a good time with ap people, i will be in some cheena country buying DU JIA-ISH gross clothes!

POPCORN HELPS THE NERVES

2009-05-24T22:15:00.003+08:00

haha we celebrated xy's and peiling's birthdays during lunch today :D
i hope gordon doesnt remember on his birthday that i owe him a cake. :D how old is he anyway

the cake was good :D (of course typical me will comment on the food rather than the celebration itself) nice chocolate flavour with crunchy bits at the bottom mannn. mmm kay i cant describe well. blame it on theresa chan who nearly didnt go through descriptive writing at all.

ANYWAY. teaching was back to pastor xiaphui and jamie and i squeezed on the one remaining chair left. omg my butt, was having muscle ache alr. haha. zhiting and jane made the cutest card ever omg haha.
aye i like weizhens jackets!

haha angels and demons wasnt bad. what scared me was the trailer before the movies, the one on "drag me to hell" OMG DAMN SCARY.
boys were making alot of noise in the cinema

i missed series of unfortunate events! grrr. i only managed to watch the weddding part. i suddenly realised how fst mr poh really is.

aye i read my horoscope in the newspaper again today. i might just get hooked if it continues to be so true.

OMG OMG. i was such a klutz today. first thing i accidentally hit jamies wound from basketball in SERMON today. luckily she didnt shout. then, during lunch i NEARLY knocked over HALF of si ens food. (it was NEARLY half not all, and i didnt eat at all so dont grumble to that extreme okay) ):

anyway aunty amy is very funny and sweet :D we like talked for one hour until 1 am last night cause we both couldnt sleep. and she told me damn alot of farnee stuff when she was young :D

haha shits singapores crime factor is damn stupid! it was about this guy breaking into pubs. and some pub owners didnt file a report cause they thought it was one of the employers. and some farnee guy said to the police
"that caused me to fire him."
"..."
"oh means i must go and apoogise"
HAHA very stupid. and he said it in the really stoned voice. with that stone face too. lol

WHAT AM I FEELING TADAY

2009-05-22T23:10:00.002+08:00

SAGITTARIUS
overview:

You tend to attract just about everything you want this year through your warmth and magnetic Sagittarian That said, you may also go through some great transformational shifts in 2009 as you realize that your happiness no longer depends so much on possessions, but rather on the deeper meaning associated with things symbolic of love and sharing. Instead of controlling what’s happening around you, you now have experiences that perhaps you don't understand, but in allowing new insights to come in and have a voice, the rearranging of your resources and your values gives you a sense of security and growth.

By surrendering to your higher power, you realize you don’t have to struggle as much to get what you want. As you open up to the ideas and energies flowing around you, your priorities shift dramatically. And -- you'll be happy to know -- you don’t need to work as hard to enjoy sensual pleasures either!

Great opportunities arise as your explore your potential, and discover what kind of environment best serves you in your endeavors. Being in touch with this part of yourself helps you align with your higher purpose, and your drive to continue will lead to great success. Life becomes much easier when you trust that the universe will take care of you.

ohmyshit horoscopes are really true, esp the silly ol ones litong brings from life every morning! ahh. haha but so cool (:

JUST BECAUSE EVERYTHINGS CHANGING, DOESNT MEAN ITS NEVER BEEN THIS WAY BEFORE

2009-05-22T22:28:00.004+08:00

omg i only had one normal lesson today (: common test was empty (THANK GAWD) in like a million years.
du jia had to go for jubilate and home econs was just the best! :D only mrs chan spoiled the whole day.
but ah wells, i dont really want to remind myself of how she pms-ed over descriptive writing except that i have to say : ___ writing wasnt even descriptive. she made up a story. like fairy tale story. she was practically just writing out the guys history! sigh.
i think my english has really dropped form primary school. but i shall try to concentrate on math and science (: both a1's this term (: but i think i'll flunk math next term.
ong meiling wasnt THAT dao today (: she was even fun. cause of people going for jubilate, all but one group alr finihsed presenting their slides to her during this week. so for 1 whole hour and 15 minutes, we were slacking. haha and she and i were just talking and crapping about np man. gossiping about the CI's which all turned out to be hers too. and who told me e ma'am was so young? i knew she couldnt have beeen so young. hahha and ong meilings face just turned.. when i told her about weixi ma'am. haha told her what an unlucky combo i had while doing topo in my first year of jtc. hahaha.

of course there were horny & racist jokes with vanna ong and ailin incuded. hahaha. and i accidentally cracked that egg shell! hahaha. was quite funny.
tricia tang must learn that when handling a school laptop, you must have a little something called PATIENCE. its a dinosaur.

lunch was macs = broke. i wanted something spicy (meaning nice chili from any stall) but everyone wanted macs so i got stuck trying to gulp down a huge cup of coke (why make medium so large!) and to digest oily, gross but oh so nice, salty and soggy fries. haha i like soggy fries! :D

i didnt go back on my word. i was totally dreading np but when i am depressed and i am suddenly around people i have no choice but to smile and laugh. cause being around fab squadmates really make me forget everything (: (but i DO have a powerful memory!) no one notices a peanut during pt cause everyone (that is that i know who were grumbling bout activity bfore) was trying to be enthu. kns litong and i counted so loudly! and we even had an innovative and pro way of saving breatj while counting for jumping jacks (;
human tangle was actually fun. for the first time in so many years of doing it. aye my group power okay. we finished one tangle in like one minute or less! hahaha. even the one that zhen zhen ma'am tried to mkae difficult for us. lol
next litong and i proposed SQUAD human tangle (: 18 people just holding onto each others hands. haha really fun. and we succedeed in what i think to be a rather short amount of time okay! :D
they did give us and extra round of circuit but ah wells, pt was the best thing that happened today. we even managed to finish like the first two circuits by 4.05 kay! okay, no idea if it is counted as a long, short or normal time length but it did seem really fast compared to other weeks.
i think i'm invisible. like during basketball i was JUST THERE in front of them. and idk am i too short for you peopleeeee i shout and shout all ignore me ): haha

i didnt care about drills. i was thinking about ap. kay quite weird to think about ap and not like drills but its not the drills in ap, its just the whole feeling. and timing was damn... i am always scared when i say timing for hentak, cause i'll be afraid if i go too fast or something.
i hate my np skirt.
okay stop it arh. whole day say we have cliques. kns during geometry i was trying to get them to talk and when i asked them questions they just totally ignore me. what could i do -.- force them to talk to me.. if they choose not to mix with us what can i do mannn ): we think of things to bond the squad, they dont like it, dont participate then we are blamed for not thinking of better stuff. aye very sad ): pls ya'll think of something kay! :D

haha i do have a powrful memory! today i asked jeraldine if i could place my book into her bag. but she was worried that i would forget (and i was certain i wouldnt) but i stuffed it in my file anyways. haha after activity i went to jeraldine and went :"aye can i take my book? see i have powerful memory! i remember!" haha jeraldine was so puzzled. and i felt so retarded when she said :"isnt it in your file" ahaha. but i DO hvae a powerful memory!!!

aye litong dont keep playing that tirck on me!! always lying to me my phone is still with the ma'ams and all. and trying to get me to find them. hmph.
but ya'll are so fun (:

anyway thank you lucia for getting me home. haha cause you wanted me to stay with you right! lol. haha. anyway colbie caillat was singing on the radio and her song made me feel so much better about np (:

listening to other favourite songs now :D
oh and yaye me i know the full lyrics of the spongebob song! sang it today during np.

nonono dont ask me about jubilate. i dont want to talk about yy. because mom has such a big difference in the reaction to go ands support yy in jubilate and me in my hot hot annual parade

ITS YOUR GODFORSAKEN LIFE TO BE LOVED LOVED LOVED

2009-05-21T17:28:00.002+08:00

hmmm (: i like "i'm yours" (: his songs definitely make me feel better esp "lucky" made me feel so much better this week of course my squadmates do too (:
math was terrible but sigh what can i expect when the paper was on trigo i cannot do trigo only algebra ): sighh geog was that a2 again die i can never reach a1 anymore only that once i did arghhh i need every possible thing i can do well in to pull my marks upppppp
today we went to collect cardboarrdddddddddd again litong and lucia came along (: haha we had fun goofing around in that japanese restaurant :P pouring out that pathetic little bit of money from our wallets to buy that ONE set neal lol 4 people sharing one set the people there prolly thought we were crazy and i was so awesome i couldnt open the chopsticks properlyyy and i had to ask the person to get me another pair :P
we shared many many jokes and it certainly took my mind of np this morening i was really depressed i just went up to jeraldine in the field and i just sat down before people started coming down i just sat there on the track and we just talked which made me feel a wee bit better
ongmeiling is a bit annoying dont ask me why sometimes she just is
why home econs anyway teach such a boring subject of course i wont really study
i'm blogging without punctuation cause its an oh so important and unique technique some weird person used in stories from asia so i shall try it out haha feels weird
see mrs chan i remember things you teach

WTF

2009-05-20T17:53:00.003+08:00

shit today was suposed to be good. i ddint even expcet fantastic just good. until jeraldine told me about the drill test papers. like whats the use of studying lah. i studied so hard and i JUST passed. like JUST. wtf. give up alr lah. np sucks. its damn useless. i prolly got the lowest out of like, everyone -.-
i hate it. i hate np now cause ots totally useless and i hate getting depressed over it but what can i do.
today wasnt bad. best day of this week so far. but i'm too depressed cause of the fucking 3rd class drills. i prolly did badly for geog and math too then. and home ec englishand surprise chinese test (thanks dujia) because all those were squashed into the last 3 days of the fucking week along with 3rd class theory. wtfuck

SPIDER PIG

2009-05-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

ahaha i'm really slacking now. like really. but yongzhen better send me the project power point side soon so i can edit. if not that ong meiling is never going to shuddup.

i keep cheating during morning jog. haha always running two rounds. oh hey, i shall remember jeraldines friends name :D test my POWERFUL memory. i have powerful memory kay. i can rememebr things that go wayyyyyyyyyyyyy back. things mommy cant remember ;D .

today lit wasnt as screwed as the last few weeks. and mrs chan is totally racist i tell you. but of course i beat her. haha and so can jeraldine. today the whole class was filled with balloons. and i tell you the pink ones were the best :D and of course i blew them all. haha. one burst in class, thank god du jia wasnt there!

i managed to skip recess :D but then i ate friggin alot for lunch, and spent alot of money. my allowance is gone. maybe i'll just stop eating recess now. eat during 9 o clock. heh.
we actually stayed at the playground at the void deck near school to munchh on..7-11 products. kirsties sister is very cute (:
haha oh shit today when we went back to lucias classroom some primaary school girl just stood at the door and stared and stared. so of course i did. awww her big big eyes damn cute, but of course i won, she looked away first. but then again thats only possible for pri school kids. not .... lol.

i jsut slcaked, and blew balloons until 5.30 in school while waiting for moms library to end. searched for mroe pop stuff and now i'm just about 5 secs away to call yz to send me the power point slidess!!!! haha kim seah is going to laugh non stop tmr while we are presenting. our home econs project is on tampons..

haha oh! there is project runway tonight!!! :D

SPIDER PIG

2009-05-19T19:51:00.002+08:00

suddenly got reminded form that uber lame song from the simspons today :D

i heard appalling news in the morning. hello -.- looks whos the one taking advantage of your mom. stupid spoiled brat, you guys are all spoiled hello.

if i took advantage of my mom to do things or to do well in school i'd be in like what, best class by now. think properly lah, if you want to do well theres something called working hard -.- no point critisising people just because you arent doing enough to get yourself noticed or something, anyway not my problem. if you want to continue living in self denial and thinking you are the best when actually all you are is just some hypocrite go ahead.
and do you think i think i'm the best. oh pls. if you try your best definitely some results will show. but i've done the best i can, so instead of grumbling at the side why not you pick your fucking ass off the floor and do something -.-
and you dont have to keep repeating it. all you can do is boast about your friends and not yourslef. then you are pathetic. really pathetic. all i hear is 'oh she's very ..." "she can do this this this... " i like that friend too and i definitely agree she can do all that. so why dont you shut your mouth and find something of yours to boast about.
you only depend on someone who alr has that experience right? means youre a total loser and a coward to try new things. always depending on them to tell you what to do.
you think having a mom in the school is cool? so no. not if teachers take that advantage to make your life misareable or even people like YOU. esp talking about things you arent even sure off. last year you even wanted me to get my mom to call one of the teachers so you could ask about one of your projects? hello, it was a dnt teacher. and that project wasnt even important. it wasnt even graded. and you got really angry just because i told you my mom definitely wouldnt have mr sams number -.- how stupid can you get. you think every teacher has each others number? retard.

i hate it. i hate it when people say i get sutff because of my mom. really it sucks. what if you were me and people were saying stupid things like that about you. you make me sound as if i was totally incapable of things. in case you havent noticed, i may not be the best but at least i try hard and at some point achieve something small.

RUM RAISINNNN

2009-05-18T22:01:00.003+08:00

"in her shoes" is really taking long to load. so i'm spending my FREE TIME :D to blog while waiting.
ohmygaed ohmygawd. no more tests for the term. no more! :D :D :D but of course the sucky school system doesnt let you get away with anything. i have about 2 projects to complete this week and non of which i know what my friends are doing to the scripts i sent them. but of course i trust my friends so i'm not so worried :D

what i AM worried about is that haoyi has my beret and i dont know if she herself knows that/ oh gosh i'm worried. ):

i have a craving for rum raisin!!! strawberry ice creams great but nothing beats rum raisin ohmygawd. i'm going to spend my birthday eating one whole tub of that. but of course ihave to convince mom to get it for me.

mr leow and dujia are suckers. i swear you better not laugh at me again you disusting man

MAGNIFIED

2009-05-17T20:27:00.002+08:00

mom was very very very extremely annoying yesterday. friggin biased. and she kept pms-ing, i had such a terrible week alr and there she had to scream scream and nag nag nag.

the first thing peiling said when she saw me in the morning was : "how was your np test?"
pfft i just told her i ddint feel like talking about np at all. so thank god she didnt probe further.
haha si ens so sweet. she came with a shirt today that had the words "cheer you up" on it. haha she told me i was so freaking gloomy last week she just bought this shirt when she saw it. lol. haha
did i seem THAT gloomy last week. haha actuall this week too.
but youth did help alot (: esp worship. managed to forget about everything.

haha then i went to meet jeraldine at compass point (: and now i'm watching monster inc befroe i have to learn ting xie that is... TOMORROW!!!!

rochelle : haha dont be silly its alright now, relax and cheer up okay
bing: haha told you its alright(: your encouragement is all i need yea (: i dont tell you cause i dont feel like reminding myself about it again by repeating it to someone
aishyn: haha i was satisfied for once. 14.08. i managed to hit and a (: hahaha you woill do fine no worries. you can jsut fly anyway! :D
huichun: hahah aye its great to hear from you (: really great. haha i chall look forward to that sleepover :D you do realise we live right next to each other yes.

CANCERRRRR

2009-05-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

mommy is annoying
yes i will get mouth cancer
yes i will get head cancer from the shampoo
yes i will get stomach cancer from eating improperly
yes i will get eye cancer (?) from watching tv
yes i will get leg cancer from washing my feet immediately when i reach home
yes i will get brain cancer from thinkning too much of np
yes i will get skin cancer from drawing on my hand all the time
yes i will get back cancer from having such bad sitting posture

tantockseng hospital here i come

2009-05-16T18:27:00.003+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT.
i am fucking pissed now. do you know how much effort i put in last yr in np. i practically chased after ya'll to take attendance, collect forms or money. i was a effing tc for 9 months while people who were only there for 3 months could complain? erm, photocopying notes that "broke" your arm. and others put in even more so i dont see why those who dont know whats going on can actually say that people arent aware of how much we screwed up.

i see people talking more about their "interesting" experiences with ma'ams or bloodstained shirts other than thinking. like thinking if it helps or affects us positively in any way. if it doesnt do anything why bother? that aint the main point.

dont you dare say i wasnt aware of how much we all disappointed wanlin. dont you dare say that. HOW LONG DID I TAKE TO CALL YA'LL UP SO YOU GUYS COULD GO FOR AN ACTIVITY TO PREPARE YA'LL FOR ONE FUCKING TEST. HOW LONG! I HAD TO PUT UP WITH WHINING AND FAKE EXCUSES NOT TO GO. AND ALL THAT CRAP ABOUT "IF SHE DOESNT GO I ONT GO" IT SUCKS YOU KNOW.

I WASNT EVEN GOING FOR THAT ACTIVITY MYSELF AND I WOULDNT BE LEARNING OR PREPARING FOR ANY TEST. the only fucking reason i did that was because if only 2 people go, wanlin will be disappointed. i could have just said " screw her i dont care. i'm not the tc, i'm not benefiting from it. so why shld i help"

i dont even dare look at her in the eye. and i feel disappointed with myself for not doing my best. but if i keep trying AND STUPID PEOPLE DONT EVEN NOTICE A PEANUT, WHAT HELP DOES THAT DO? how does that bond our squad?

i wanna know the squads opinion on things. like for our squad item. or even simple things to bond our squad.
and when we propose stuff and ya'll cans ay is "SO GROSS! FIND SOMETHING ELSE LAH! CAN YOU GUYS PICK SOMETHING TO BOND THE SQUAD BETTER" OI! you want you think of it can! always blaming me and some people for not trying hard enough. does the squad only consist of me. of course not. i dont like telling ya'll what to do. i wanna listen. i wanna have a meeting where i actually have your opinions to listen to. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE MURDER BOOKS IN MY FACE . and everytime wanlin gets disappointed i feel fucking bad.

i only have np to help me get confident. and i'm trying really hard in both my studies and in np. its a walk in the park for smart people cause what do they have to worry about being looked down on? if youre smart the world practically worshis you. its a battle for me everyday because i need to do well in np and in studies. getting an a for me is like hitting gold. while those scholars just find it so normal.
i'm fighting to even hit an a2 for some subjects. and i'm also fighting to do well in np to not disappoint the ma'ams. if you smart asses alr do well in your studies why not try even harder for np. and its even a battle with the teachers alone mrs chan just told me "you continue like that i tell you mom"
i was scolded for the slightest things.
its mroe exhausting for me than you guys okay.

jtc was the worst. i didnt go for any trainings at all. jeraldine venetia and i really tried. and i was sort of hoping that was the time i could depend on some of ya'll to lead me to teach me stuff i didnt know.
instead it was just me and litong trying to tie the boundary. me lighting up fires for all of ya'll. me struggling in nearly every part cause i didnt go for training. i was rushing through food proposals and finding a group name. thinking of a performance. you guys were so much clearer on what was expected. you even had time to discuss during activity. instead its me thinking of a group name? and rushing with some people to think of a cheer? me and some people staying back so we could help our group finihs the food proposals? i hate it y'know. i hate trying to lead the squad cause i know i cant do it wihout your help. i hate telling you guys what to do in meetings. i want ya'll to stop listening to me and give your opinions instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no no i'm not saying i'm doing it to prove i'm the best. im saying i'm doing it cause i dont want to disappoint the ma'ams. kay? so dont misunderstand. and i know you wil hate me. but i hope you get the message. i know ya'll try too. but jiayou kay. dont break down when you are stressed. and for those who are holding aic positions now, its time for you to show your leadership skills.

hint to deco aic : ic has been sending me countless messages to get you online.

EXHAUSTED

2009-05-16T00:05:00.004+08:00

no no no i'm too tired
i'm too tired to hear you say how terrible i've done for drill test kay? this whole week has been FRIGGIN exhausting. and to tell you as much as i want to, i just couldnt be bothered about np. kay i only started studying for theory at 3 o clock so at least i managed to memorise most parts of the sizing drill. i just, tried to put in effort yea, but looking at what happened last yr (nothing was acknowledged) when i really tried to put in effort i am half way through to giving up.

haha dujia is an idiot. she gave us a surprise chinese test right after home common test period.
luckily music test was partly slacking.
haha shit i'm stuck on that stupid hairspray song

this week has made me EXHAUSTED. like really.

FOR THE LAST TIME :

2009-05-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

will i ever minus SEVEN careless marks off my math paper.
will i ever screw up incline pull up. 3 more to an a! and thats because miss foo didnt accept three:/
will sit here and blog when i have 3 tests tmr i have not studied for
i will ignore my np test totally because i have totally lost my confindence there

apart from staying back on wednesday, i have TOTALLY IGNORED NP ! and i'm telling you. it feels damn good. it feels really good not to have 3 or more messages coming in every minute reminding you about np be it from ma'ams or squadmates.
it feels great not having to look at your 3rd class notes for the whole week
it feels fantastic to not have to worry about your boots cause you have other friggin important tests to study for
it feels FUCKING good to think only about school and not have to even LOOK at anything phrased in short sentences that makes you feel as big as an ant.
okay horny people dont think sick evertime i say "it feels ..." oh gross.

hans tuition really makes me destress. eventhough its chinese! (:
i'm tired, i havent even taken out my contacts yet, thank gawd mom aint home. okay i hear her car