you are what you eat

Saturday, October 24, 2009

ONETREEHILL!

okay so exam scripts have come out. i have to say my results were highly average. but i'm not surprised comsidering the fact that i didnt feel stressed while studying for eoys. i WAS mugging for geog and hist one month before during the sep hols though. but hey, like i said, it was ONE MONTH before the exam. how was i supposed to remember everything.

anyway now if i havent made it clear to the whole wide world yet...i'm addicted to onetreehill! and james lafferty is quite cute btw. boy cute. kim-s and i both agree that chad michael murray can look smoking hot like brad pitt type but james is better! okay i sound so boy crazy. ick

did i mention is skipped kayaking today. thanks to my friggin period that had to come yesterday making today my second-ultimate-heavy-day. so annoying!it just had to come. like it was late for two weeks and it couldnt be late for another one. i DID try tamps but the first time i did was a little uncomfortable and the second time was PAINFUL. so i gave up. i'm gonna keep it stuffed into my drawer and i wont use it in a long time. now i have to find a replacement date! i'm so gonna go woth melanie cause i DONT WANT to go alone omg. stupid stupid period.

i've also made up my mind. i'm getting out of tossball. i want out. the only reason why i agreed to join was because i didnt want to seem like some spoil sport. and even if my cell mates claim that it would be okay if i didnt join i know theyre all thinking about it. why should i do something i'm not comfortable for people when sometimes they dont even bother to understand in the first place. not everyone has to be involved with sports like basketball or soccer. pretty lame if we all have to be you know. and its pathetic to try to fit in when you clearly dont. which is why i'm not going to participate. i'm more of the baseball, rock-climbing, horse-riding type of person. so i'm not going to play tossball.

they better respect my decision. like i said, why should i bother if people dont bother to understand.
if i asked them to march would they? clearly not and why should i force them
basically, i find myself trying to play basketball stupid. cause i'm not cut out for it in the first place.

but if you want me to play captains ball, i'd only agree for school. cause i'm telling you, in church whether its for fun or not people always get so competitive.
and besides, like in games day, all i had to do was stand on the chair to catch cause
1) i'm tall and best at that
2) noone else other than me would sing songs and dance on that chair to keep the players entertained! :D

eaten. burrp. *Saturday, October 24, 2009*

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