you are what you eat

Monday, July 27, 2009

I'M NOT DRAWING MY GRAPH

its 30 mins to recess and i'm hungry when i look at the burger
i bet you are too

eaten. burrp. *Monday, July 27, 2009*

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Thursday, July 23, 2009

ZZZZZZZ

i totally shaved my dog today. shes almost bald and can pass off as the ugliest dog in the world but who cares, so long as shes comfortable. but the same cant be said for me though. all her short short fur is clinging on to me and i feel really itchy. it can get into my bra cause i hug her, yucks.

omg i keep sleeping in the afternoons. shit total time waster

eaten. burrp. *Thursday, July 23, 2009*

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Saturday, July 18, 2009

SEX, POTIONS, ROCK N ROLL

thats how david yates describes his oh-so awesome movie. oh please, that line totally turned me off harry potter. but still i'm gonna watch it today ;)
when i come back i will rant once again about how david yates is so stupid and retarded. if i were jk rowling i might just sue him.

eaten. burrp. *Saturday, July 18, 2009*

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

DONT YOU DARE SAY THAT AGAIN.

its not my problem (and neither does it surprise me) that the tv chooses to freeze when you are watching your FUCKING DISGUSTING CHINA SHOW.
dont you dare say that i'm impatient or rude cause if you cant fix that fucking problem what the fuck am i supposed to do. can you use your brain sometimes.
and your china show is so fucking disgusting, why even bother watching it.

feel damn stressed for tmrs math and english paper.

i hope i get to sleep properly tonight not like yesterday ;/ kept waking up

eaten. burrp. *Thursday, July 16, 2009*

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

FEVER IS SO HOT

haha gong han today wasnt very bad, just the fact that i nearly died cause of my flu.
i've got fever, and i'm scared i might have infected my friends, i can hear silly miss gwee shouting "truth justice freedom and love!" wdv. (:

anyway apparently it aint getting better. and i'm not in the mood for studying though i shld be getting prepared for my math test.
going to doctors is quite stupid, you go there to find out how are you sick thenn he asks "so what illness do you have?" thats for him to find out.
my chinese medicine is quite gross. but ahwells. yaye i found spongebob on youtube! omg hes so hilarious. i'm going to search for the adams family now mann.

i hate my flu. dont mind my fever.
dujia touched my forehead today. eeeeeeeeeee.
i want lollipopppppp

eaten. burrp. *Wednesday, July 15, 2009*

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

OIL BLOTTER MOVE ASIDE, PANADOL IS NOW MY NEW BESTFRIEDN

today i kept QUIET like really quite in dujias lesson. and she didnt have to say anything about me. haha. oo yea yippe yippe yea. then i acted crazy in mrs chans lesson and she was nice too. haha. even indian dance class went well. though mr phee was being a total pervert by watching us for the whole one hour. so gross.

i woke up with the sexy voice today (: haha and i also saw wlm in the morning and she was the last person i saw when i left school yesterday.
feels so awkward. haha okay i can hear valerie laughing at me.

leadership workshop was... THIRTY DOLLARS. it was OKAY. but allt hey did was talk talk talk not really much. just showed us all the trick questions jeremy cai my p4faith form teacher showed us and we all forgot the next day. heh. but some were quite interesting.
alexiaa and i were winking at at inside joke about *ahem ahem* yea? haha

i had fever today. okay i'm having fever. and i had to stay back for some freezing cold workshop and go home by myself -;- but ah wells. maybe being sick will help me to shuddup during language lessons and keep the silly teachers happy.

anyway one problem with mrs chan is that she only shows us model answers AFTER the test -;-

theres gong han tmr. math and eng on friday. chi next monday. eng on next wednesday. GEOG AND BIO on week 5. and many many many never ending stupid tests. i hate the school system. i am going to die.

eaten. burrp. *Tuesday, July 14, 2009*

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Monday, July 13, 2009

NINCOMPOOP

mom may be annoying and unreasonable but hanging out with her is realy hilarious. i think cause she only speaks rubbish and i only listen to rubbish so our topics become so totally funnay.

she was teaching me bio and i started complaining about ALL my teachers and how they speak. and so i sit on the chair starting to imitate everyone and i laugh cause shes laughing. and she laughs cause i'm laughing.

omg shes such a cheater! she took ate ALOT of some white substance in a small bowl. so i went to try some. ALOT. it turned out to be CITRIC ACID OMG. really sour! and mom stands there laughing cause i make the most retarded face expressions ever. haha.

physics today was terrible, i was careless ): and i worked my ass of but only obtained a bloody a1 ):
and mr leow is so stupid.one girl shouted: can you go through question 2d!? then he just, scrolled up to show her the ans -;- stupid man.

haha i'm watching starters wife, its like desperate housewives just before it. haha.

harry potter ;)

eaten. burrp. *Monday, July 13, 2009*

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT SMILE MEANT TO ME

omg. sunday is already over, so fast. i cant stand it. i cant stand it! i have to wait one more week till it comes again. omg. omg. i'm going to miss church like so much again.
yaye bro, glad you came today.

cell grp was fun as usual. i think we've really become closer than last time ;)
omg the new beat zhiting taught me is so confusing. i shall parctice on thin air at home.

i miss church

phyiscs results tmr is the only thing making me go to school cause i want to know how much i got eventhough it aint a very good feeling.
omg i cant believe jamies school has that kind of survey! :O which reminds me, i have a stupid edulearn survey to complete.

i will force myself to study for bio

eaten. burrp. *Sunday, July 12, 2009*

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Friday, July 10, 2009

i'm feeling very very very very very very tired. my neck is ACHING. its so painful. i cant stand it. like its really "sour" or like someone is pressing a red hot poker INTO the bone.
anyway i just watched some old episodes of proj runway (: since i probably missed the whole thing on tv. but ah wells. i had actually alr completed the whooe series even before it came on out channel 5 lol.
i really like the drag queen challenge.

anyway todays lit test was annoying. it wasnt difficut, just terribly annoying. and i had descriptions for both pictures, all three alctually, and so i just couldnt decide exacrtly which one i should do, maybe i shld have done the one with the stuff thrown all around the place cause it looked like my room. and if lesser people chose it theresa chan wouldnt have been so bored. awww to bad for her cause both my lit and eng papers look like i was blind while writing it, totally messy everywhere. and e lit test was to short btw. annoying

dujia was super pissed. but i ave no comment. today i didnt hate her, i just didnt care. i didnt bother about what she said or what she thought. maybe part of it was because i was thinking about my CHAPATI. HAHA. i'm so greedy.

kim and i are going to wear my red bra on monday for good luck cause physics test results are coming out. i mut definitely rememebr that, if i get an a, i'm so gonna get mom to buy me those polariod (?) cameras cause i plan on using it for my cell ;) and our photo collage. (?) problem is the thing might come out a wee bit too small.

i srsly feel like killing anna leong. like hello! we're suddenly bombed with all this gym stuff. not like its difficult but its so stupid. we only have 4 weeks to be able to complete handstands cartwheels headstands some weird roll over and forward thing. my neck is FUCKING pain.

I WANT BASEBALL FOR P.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i missed how it used to be y'know

eaten. burrp. *Friday, July 10, 2009*

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Thursday, July 9, 2009

oh yes, happy birthday audrey (ma'am)

OUCH. my eyes are REALLY hurting, its terrible i cant stand it. it really hurts.
haha i sound like the boy in the youtube video where charlie bit his finger. but its really painful.

my temperature i took at hans was 34.9! 34.9 omg! haha. i like to destress during hans. even though its chinese i enjoy myself in it :D and it doesnt make me hate china in any way. haha dujia you are a born loser.

anyway i look up at my ceiling and i realised i nearly forgot about the low-in-the-dark stars i pasted up there in sec1. and i feel really glad (: when i look at them in the NIGHT it makes my DAY. hahahah.

village by the sea and sing to the dawn are IDENTICAL BOOKS. all about village people not receiving enough education or money and all want to go to the city. its so cliche now. i hate books that try to act inspirational. one reason why i'm not a fan of jodie picoult(?) all her books have these captions (?)/words at the bottom, and theyre so emo. like "would you do [what and what] to save the life of [so and so]?" its so annoying! like get a life! its quite annoying.
i think i've done enough ranting in my life.

i need to pray for so many tonight.
OMG NELIA GET WELL SOON PLEASE PLEASE

eaten. burrp. *Thursday, July 09, 2009*

hungry hungry
very very
hungry very
very hungry

horny horny
very very
horny very
very horny

ailin this song created by me is dedicated to you ;)

i am exhausted and my eyes are killing me once again. i should stop looking at dujia

eaten. burrp. *Thursday, July 09, 2009*

DEEJAY IS STUPID

she was very stupid this morning. so stupid no one could stand her. and her clothes made me want to puke. she is that time of person that makes EVERYTHING ugly look ugly. i bet even if she had on some jimmy choo shoes, a prada bag or a zara top, the first reaction people have when they see her would still be "ugh" like OMG she looked so so so so so gross! and if she wants to show off her cleavage she might as well use a knife and CUT OUT ONE cause she her chest is equivalent to that of a immature primary 5 student.

i'm trying not to think of that disgsting yellow shirt she has. OMG.

alot of work today. grrrr, anyway i'm scared for my lit and eng test tmr ;/ i hope i wont die. like die die with theresa chan talking non stop, disrupting the blarde train of thoughts in my head. she cant really teach, she just goes thorugh the BASICS then she tells us to do pair work or grp discussion -;- how much is that going to help us -;-

my math teacher is quite stupid too. 1)she cannot speak proper english
2)her hair is disgusting
3)she only has one pair of shoes
4)no original method but the tedious tb one > :(
5)likes to say "who am i talking to"
6)asks stupid questions like the one above

did i mention how stupid dj was. her lesson today wasnt THAT bad, but she was probably too stupid to know the english words we were supposed to use to translate. so i told min min to use magnificent and massive. sure enough she looked away once she heard it, only pretending she knew what it meant

no one writes unclear stuff on the board and expects everyone to know. she just wrote "thurs assembly 1-2pm > friday lesson" wtheck does that mean. she didnt even explain. and since only half the class knew about todays extra p.e cause of shirlene quah, dujia should know she has bad communication skills and realise its her own fucking problem that no one could understand stupid cheena freaks like her.

she degrades the whole country of china. i'm serious. i used to be okay with it but now when i think of china it gets me sick.

eaten. burrp. *Thursday, July 09, 2009*

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

i'm kinda of like wasting my time here, i just slacked for about 2 hours, watching a stupid horror show with mom and sis on hbo and searching for blogskins on the com. i need to remind myself that i have 3 tests on friday, and i should start studying.

damn my english is getting worse. my sentence structure! and my literature is just.. i dont know, i just cant get the right feel about it.
i really hope i didnt get like under 21 for science, at least hit an a? but i'm so scared. i'll just cry if i didnt do well. grrrrrr.

okay. so i will... shower. find descriptive phrases ( > :( ). study spelling. then revise math questions. yes yes.

thank god i finished all my homework in school.

i hate china people like dujia. because of her when i see one now, i just have a very bad impression of them. they make me sick
she was so blardee annoying, giving us a sudden mock test today -;- so annoying!

eaten. burrp. *Wednesday, July 08, 2009*

i'm so exhausted, even though i cant actually remember what i accomplished today. though i know it was all done in 2 hours or less.
if mrs chan doesnt like my "vilage by the sea" answers i'm so gonna kick her sorry ass out of the class.
oh oh bbut today she made me happy by the teeniest bit. for the whole yr so far she has been ignoring me and suddenly today the the last 15 minutes of the lesson she FINALLY accepted one of the adjectives to describe what stupid hari felt, an even wrote it in a different colour ;) yaye me!

but i dont know if tmr she'll just start pms-ing again. just thank god she didnt scream about my descriptive writing and even said i was saved by my email i had sent to her. aw c'mon, we shld all just be allowed to send our online assignments through email, it woold make it a hell lot of easier.

deejay's gong han is going to kill me if h1n1 doesnt. i'm dying thinking about our tests. and yea i have a very very vvery very very weird feeling, and this aching sensation in my gut all the time.

i'm annoyed at myself for feeling this way and i wish i could read minds. you probably dont care, and i shouldnt but i feel so darn guilty. i wonder if you think about it as much as me. hmm

i needa pray.

worship songs going through my head only gimme the slightest bit of comfort. nothing seems to be going well, just how they should be.

so exhausted just from thinking.

i hate everything about my body from the neck up and knees down. meaning stupid pimples, dry ends (hair) and hairy legs.

i've really got sore eyes, but tis got nothing to do with my contacts. its not the eyeball, more of just around. and body ache. and tiredness. i slept for 2 hrs in the afternoon and i'm super tired again.

i really wish i ould just talk to you again y'know.

hey bro, come back to church kayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

indian dance lesson today was just hilarious, though i dont wanna think about it much

gym for p.e? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

eaten. burrp. *Wednesday, July 08, 2009*

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Sunday, July 5, 2009

YAYE YOUTH DAY

Sagittarius (November 22 - December 21) Symbol: The Archer Element: Fire Group: Theoretical Polarity: Positive Favorable Colors: Purple Key Body Part: Hips, Thighs Ruling Planet: Jupiter Cross/Quality: Mutable House Ruled: Ninth Opposite Sign: Gemini Lucky Gem: Topaz Period: Nov 22 - Dec 21
Chinese Zodiac Counterpart: Rat

Sagittarius Profile:
Inquisitive and energetic, the Sagittarius is the traveler of the Zodiac. Their philosophical, broad-minded approach to life motivates them to wander far and wide in the search for the meaning of life. Extroverted, optimistic, and enthusiastic, it can be almost impossible to keep the Sagittarius down. They love change. In fact, change is essential for this sign to feel their best.

Learn More about Sagittarius:
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Sagittarius Key Words:
Strengths: Great sense of humor, idealistic, generous.
Weaknesses: Will say anything no matter how undiplomatic, promises more than can deliver, can be impatient to the point of rudeness.
Charismatic marks: Open and interested. Generally tall, strong legs. Clothes for comfort, not style. Women act in a “tomboy” manner.
Likes: Travel, being outdoors, freedom, philosophy.
Dislikes: Details, being constrained, off-the-wall theories, clingy people.
Best environment: Outside, on the move.

Famous Sagittarians:
Steven Spielberg, Mark Twain, Tina Turner, Jimi Hendrix, Christina Applegate, Frank Sinatra, Joe DiMaggio, Noel Coward, Walt Disney, Winston Churchill, Woody Allen, Brad Pitt, Jane Austen, Emily Dickinson, Frank Zappa, Jim Morrison.

haha this is kinda true. lol,
anyway, today church was FUN ;D zhiting taught me the most basic drum beat that she just learnt and and so i shall continue learning from her cause i cant attend saturday lessons with weizhen. ROAR. anyway its so fun :D but my hand-eye-brain coordination is so bad, i just have to practice all the time, even though its pretty darn simple. so i shall practice in schooooool.

haha friday was funnay. during home econs we learnt what people with too much fat clogged up inside had to do to their arteries so i drew a picture of alex teo on the board with all the balloons inflated inside. LOL. i'm so mean.

watching transformers (FINALLY) and studying tmr with some from cell grp ;)
i dont want the weekends to end

eaten. burrp. *Sunday, July 05, 2009*

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Saturday, July 4, 2009

yaye, i so so so so so so so so so glad its saturday.

now i have to go draw the stupid lip

eaten. burrp. *Saturday, July 04, 2009*

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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

woah this is alr my 201 post, never thought i would reach that long.
its such a struggle everyday now, how am i going to phrase it properly in my prayers at night. school. OMG. like srsly. h1n1 if you dont come sooner or later i;m gonna find you. cant they jsut close down our school, where we dont have to be bothered with stupid things, and stupid people.

like srsly, she think shes got the right moral values everytime. i'm laughing inside. she thinks shes the only one who feels that way. HA.

youre so weak, no one gives a shit about what you think. dont you realise youre everything you complain about.

i hate hteresa chan
i hate mrs cheong my math teacher
i hate dujia
i hate npcc
i hate that we only have science for 3 days of the week
i hate h1n1 for not looking for me
i hate stupid SHORT and pathetic people
i hate physics
i hate mr leow
i hate having art tmr
i hate the school system
i hate only having church once a week

i miss church ):

its only the 3rd day and i feel so goddamn sick about schoool.

i have to bring 7 fucking lips to school tmr and display them under my desk where dujia will
1)comment and show me her ugly face
2)ask me to shift it somewhere else that will never satisfy her
3)ask me "ni zai gao shen me ah"
4)wonder why i brought instead of her stupid text book
5) i've run out of reasons why i shouldnt be complaining what an asss she is.

fuck the school. fuck the people in it.

dujia thinks that on friday we're supposed to come back to class after our half hour of eating, oh pls. i'm so not going back to class cause i know youre gonna come in and start speaking crap. I really canot stand china. i think its a stupid country where people are just very very stupid. they may be smart but their attitude sucks. dujia is living proof of that, all the problems they face are caused by them, fucking losers who hide everything and just destroy their reputation single handedly.

i feel so mean but who cares. i have never said so many "f" words in my life oh gosh

eaten. burrp. *Wednesday, July 01, 2009*

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