Saturday, February 28, 2009
MY FEET REALLY REALLY HURT
woke up early early today, took a bus to bishan for cip where i met litong (:
omg yesterday we marched so much and now today we had to walk walk walk walk. heh okay maybe we didnt need to walk so much but i hate standing up for such a long time when i just did drills for like 3 hours yesterday. but cip was quite fun (: not much to grumble about.
dont accept your tin cause its not heavy enough? errr. that is so... anyway they shouldnt make our cip so early in the morning, not many come out until 10 plus.
finally i could spend time with my squadmates (: if only i could go for games day. there are like still 9 more sessions of ap. and how am i going to do well in jtc with such little training on the knots and all. even if i practice and practice at home i'll still need either lucia's yijing's or litong's help. which is why they better put me with either one of them :@
i need to thin my hair before jtc!!! mom's being super annoying again -.-
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, February 28, 2009*
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Friday, February 27, 2009
I NEED TO TRAIN. AND BTW, YOURE A BITCH
i missed games day today, heard it was fun.
no comment
ahwells ap wasnt that bad.
school was...
youre a bitch for making me so unhappy you know that you can act nice and kind all you want buts not going to change the impression i had of you since day one
eaten. burrp. *Friday, February 27, 2009*
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
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gotta sue the time now to use the com before mom comes back home to teach me chem :/
my chinese test was just ugh. got so much lower than i expected cause of careless mistakes. i'm so sick of not doing well, but no matter how hard i work something seems to go wrong. i cried a wee little bit cause of chinese haha and nice sarah got me tissue. (:
home econs & acc test is such a waste of time -.-
die miss chee says if we dont do well on the science project we might not even pass shem in the overall ppr. ahhhhh. i hate miss chee :@ she keeps repeating and repeating stuff like "its not my problem if you fail you know, i will stil get my pay" like wth you become teacher for what. you sound like you graduated from some b**** accademy or something -.-
term one is ending (: forget about your disgusting ppr in term one, gotta do well for term two!
saw a pretty rainbow outside today (: mom got super duper excited she practically sent messages to her friends and stood outside the house for 15 minutes staring at it. (i bet you tmr she'll probably tell either her students or colleages (?) about it. haha (: )
people on tagborad : at least spell anonymous correctly?
i'm never gonna be as smart as yy or junyin ): i'm going to keep disappointing mom for the rest of my life. her worst daughter ever.
eaten. burrp. *Wednesday, February 25, 2009*
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Monday, February 23, 2009
MY 100TH POST (:
finally i've reached my 100th post (: haha. school was so boring today ): acc was :/ argh so irritating. and the stupid exam coming up is just a waste of time. science was okay but miss chee was a bit pms-ing. and she keeps saying stuff like "i dont mind if ya'll dont listen know, i will still get my pay!" omg so... haha
so many tests... better to well for blardy ting xie and geog test, i need everything that helps to pull my grades up. ike seriously, my results are just. :/ esp lit. i managed to get all "a"s last yr and this yr i failed ): must make mommy happy! i guess i keep disappointing her.
math test too, standard form, i'll just die i cant do math to save my life, except for algebraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. mr loh's tuition at 6, stardee!
home econs test arh, shits i cant seem to be bothered with it. and cookingggg omg. ahaha at least its not maggi mee.
i feel like skipping school tmr :/ just somehow even though theres no particular reason on why i shld be dreading it.
gonna sneakily "redo" my art piece tmr. i hope lin kaili has bad memory! or i'll just tell her yz's paper stuck to mine (it probably did) so i got ready one at home. heh...
going to amk hub tmr with yijing to get slacks for jtc (: sarah you have my extra pair from the chiangrai trip! haha but nvm. i miss chiangrai ): unfair, i want to go this yr. (:
shit super scared for art. and HISTORY TEST RESULTSSSS. ahh
eaten. burrp. *Monday, February 23, 2009*
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Sunday, February 22, 2009
MY REDEEMER LIVES
church today was super fun (: managed to forget about being :/
haha xy finally came! thank god her exams are over. dont worry i'm sure you'll do well (:
i dont like to do balancing equations ): i cant do it.
minhui says i must feel touched cause squad interaction was quite quiet without me. i dont think it was though, hello! ya'll played truth or dare and asked about bra colours... haha
i'm so glad i didnt die or anything this sunday. last sunday mom said i was really freaky cause i became damn pale and my lips were drained of colour. i remember we were out shopping and i nearly fainted. shits those leather goods. anyway, relax mom!
i'm so scared for jtc. i can train at home but i never even experience the tent pitching and all. and i hardly know my juniors how to talk to themmmmmm. and whats even worse is that she hates me -.- so...
really really wish litong or yijing or lucia will be in my group even though its highly unlikely. shit i need their help. and i hardly group with them during noraml activity too! haha cause we're always separated. pls pls pls god let me be in one fo their groups.
eaten. burrp. *Sunday, February 22, 2009*
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
(:
i'm feeling a bit better now. trust 'lexiaa to make me happier (:
tsk i know you love that diamond ring of yours but i'm not very interested in hearing you talk about your giant macromolecular structur-ed bit of carbon.
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*sigh* happy birthday anyway,
dad bought a mango cake for mom (: we went to disturb/surprise her while she was reading her chem stuff. she didnt want to eat the cake at first. ): you eat your form class's cake you dont want to eat this one?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!??!?!??!??! anyway i'm making you eat it now. heh.
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, February 21, 2009*
hahaha i'm so bored i've made like 3 posts today! i think no one reads my blog. lol the tagboard is like totally dead.
finished with most of my work. i just need some of moms help for the chem worksheet but she's so busy every moment seems like the wrong time :/
this post doesnt need to be counted as one. its so short. i've got nothing to say.
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, February 21, 2009*
I'M STILL BUMMED OUT ):
i'm still thinking of np. i think i'm going crazy. went to thomson plaza with mom and junyin today (: we had lunch and i saw angie wearing the chiangrai shirt, haha i nearly wore that shirt out.
she spent one hour in ntuc just walking around and around and in the end came out with 25 packets of dark chocolate (!?!?!) she emptied the whole compartment of that section.
i was so bored standing around waiting for her so i started obvserving shops around thomson plaza. i think the massage place called "yangwan" is going to close soon. like no one goes there. haha ok random (but then again there are no readers). (:
we managed to rent a dvd for free :D since it was her birthday (: i picked one that i thought she might like. but then as usual she was too busy with work to watch it. heh.
saw her preparing chem test papers recently. hehheh she has been asking me to change the bogus wallpaper on her laptop to her audrey hepburn since 2 weeks ago but i havent done it yet. go ask yy to do!
mom cant seem to see that i'm totally bummed (which is a good thing) but what is weird is that she says my mouth sort of curves a wee bit upwards so it looks like i'm always smiling. errrrr... better than letting people think i'm pms-ing?
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, February 21, 2009*
CHOP CHOP
too angry yesterday to really post properly. stil bummed out about it ): just keep thinking of unit cip!
gonna quickly finish this then start on chem graded assignment. gotta do well if not mom will just dig out ten yr series again. kns when i was p6 she made me do bio tys for psle -.- didnt help much. look at me i'm still so stupid.
mom dragged me of to some steam boat place RIGHT AFTER ap. i didnt even shower i didnt even unpack my bag. it was just reach home then walk across the road to some mala huo guo (?) damn hot omg. super hot and i was so sticky. very gross. i didnt even drink water yet after ap and my throat was a dry as ... stil got to eat spicy stuff! anyway, couldnt grumble. be nice to mom.
suddenly mom is hooked on mango. surprisingly she bought mango pudding for dessert yesterday after dinner. then she mentioned she liked her cake cause it was mango.
mom keeps talking about her birthday. like its the best day in the world. i never complained but she doesnt even notice that she hasnt been giving me the best birthdays for like 2/3 yrs in a row -.-
anyway no one cares about that. grin, smile for mom cause its her day today. gonna walk to thomson plaza later to get her stuff. a flower that doesnt die or wadeva. maybe a superb toothbrush so she doesnt have so much difficulty cleaning all her testtubes after experimenting at home.
shit starbucks discontinued making that tiramisu cake mom just totally loves.
schools such a bore without fun np activites now. damn i should stop complaining! must be optimistic. i'm just gonna stone here until i think of something thats gonna make me happy.
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, February 21, 2009*
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Friday, February 20, 2009
I DONT WANT TO BE A Crazy Idiot!
activity today was super fun, everyone said it was great. everyone except for ME. because i was NOT THERE. very IRRINNOYING!
first thing mom said to me when i came home was "my daughters celebrated my birthday for me, i'm so touched" and i'm like huh? daughterS? junyin was at camp, yy was just (well what can i say) and i was at ap how to celebrate.
OMG HER DAUGHTERS. -.- very very very ... i dunno what to say. exactly how many seniors of mine are in four truth?
i am growing fat. i hate annual parade. i WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY SQUAD. i cant stand it! at least there is unit cip and unit outing coming up (: happy happy. oh and i like mondays cause i can dance with yijing. hahaha. i hate it! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
very irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i feel so *ugh* i'm missing out on so much like WHAT THE HELL. I'M SICK OF AP I'M SICK SICK SICK OF IT. I SHOULDNT HAVE PUT MY NAME DOWN IN THE FIRST PLACE. PEOPLE THERE ARE REALLY NICE AND ALL BUT I'M JUST NOT CONCENTRATING CAUSE I'M THINKING OF HOW MUCH FUN THEYRE HAVING IN SCHOOL. I'M SICK OF IT. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!!!!!!! by the time ap ends they'll probably be doing drils and pt again. no squad interaction no camp stuff. actually it doesnt matter. i just wanna have fun with my squadmates. I'M CURSING RIGHT NOW. thank god mom's asleep.
i'm thinking of nothing else now but how stupid ap is and i realise how much i enjoy activity.
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still i have to make the best of it. effing shit
eaten. burrp. *Friday, February 20, 2009*
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I MISS MY SQUADMATES TERRIBLY )'':
managed to talk to jeraldine, rochelle and lucia on the bus today :D thank god we can take the same bus stop so i wont die of not being able to talk to my squadmates. OMG THEY ARE HAVING SQUAD INTERACTION this fridday )": i miss activites with them so so so much. and they have squad interaction! argh. of course i do know lucia wishes i was there :D hahhaa. i have proof!
i hate ap now ): < with the strong kiwi smell filling up your nose, forever feeling fat cause youre not doing pt and the thousands of water bottles that you get piled with on the ride back ): (but of course nice yorklyn ma'am offers to take some extra. thanks (: )
at least i'm going with my squadmates tmr after school to collect backwoodsman stuff (: bought garbage bags for them today least i could do since i wouldnt be joining them this friday :@ i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate not having activity with my squadmates! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh going to die. stupid stupid. sob sob jeraldine must feel honoured cause i only put my name down to go for ap when she told me she wanted me to. haha.
i'm praying miss lin wont suspect anything next tuesday when i "cheat" during art :P
studied (yes studied) at thomson plaza with bing, daniel, sean and aishyn today (: at least i managed to finish spelling, ting xie and geog notes (: haha. shit nothing can stop me from feeling so bummed out about missing activity ): squad interaction omg.
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i wonder if the new sec ones are nice
lucia : hahaha just because youre shorter than them doesnt give you an excuse to not go for jtc ay! cannot pang seh me.
finally mom changed her really (no offence)ugly bag today, that totally fake one with all the imitation of the animal prints on it. haha.
eaten. burrp. *Wednesday, February 18, 2009*
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
OO YEA YIPPE YIPPE YEA
was quite free today, didnt do much AGAIN. maybe one day i'll just be a pile of fats with a hollow skull on top. omg todays fire drill ROCKED. we just missed that one period of du jia's lesson. to bad, omg omg omg damn nice (: and i got to talk to my squadmates :D lucia is really funny, cute and sma- heh okay better not say. haha.
omg litong looks like kimberley/ kimberely (not sure but i know there is 2 "e"s) like super alike! haha. anyway must smile more alright dear ger litong. pls dont miss jtc. what am i gonna do without you ): and tiffany better come to. tall ger can protect me :D like in last yrs jtc. hahaha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYU (:
i hope mis lin will allow me to redo my art at home. okay actually i alr redid it. or i'll just make some lame story up.
4 more days to 21st feb (: i better find something for mummy and xuening!
oh yea rochelle! (if you read this) you used the wrong email to invite me to your blog. hahaha. i keep forgetting to tell you.
eaten. burrp. *Tuesday, February 17, 2009*
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Monday, February 16, 2009
:@
argh. mo lao shi is so irrinnoying. ACC's such a useless subject man, i cant stand it.
we got back our chem results today (: pretty happy with mine. except for graded assignment :/ i'm always getting careless mistakes and then missing that full marks. argh.
thank you valerie and dashalyn (?) for your valentines day presents (:
eh are you stupid or stupid (lucia's favourite line (: ) why put the second day of jtc on a sunday! )": its so sad that i'm missing youth.
haha i havent talked to litong on msn in ages! so happy i can finally seriously truly smile again cause the funniest things are msn conv's with her and phone conv's with dear little ger lucia.
OMG UNIT OUTING IS ON MINHUI'S BIRTHDAY (: i'm going to buy her a big big balloon okay better concentrate on mom's, xn's and boyu's birthday first. erm, 21st and shit..boyu's birthday is tmr!
eaten. burrp. *Monday, February 16, 2009*
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
OMG SATURDAYS ARE REALLY SLACK
haha saturday's are super slack for me! and sometimes i feel so guilty about being so laxy but there's really nothing much to do. maybe go revise chem or something :/ i really have have have have have have have to do better for my next tests man. pull up all the lousy grades i've been getting so far. damn careless mistakes AND stupidity.
MOM'S BIRTHDAY IS IN EXACTLY ONE WEEK! HAHA 21st FEB. and so is xuening's birthday (: oh shit what am i going to get for mom.
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, February 14, 2009*
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :D
haha my gosh, kim seah wrote "happy valencies day" on her personal message. okay even tsk's daughter is not as chemistry-ish as kimberly seah okay! haha. cheer up kim, eventhough you alr minus-ed alot of marks for chem test you wont fail (: haha.
ap today was super hot yucks ick ick ick. we learnt something new. we had the nice colourful kueh during "lunch" break :D hahaha.
thank you yongzhen and sarah for your flowers and nelia and qianhua and valerie and VLOW! and of course dear cool ger LUCIA LIM YAN YOU and everyone else FROM 2 HOPE for your fabulous v day presents (: although by the time i came back from ap your flower was only left with 5 petals. haha sorry sarah.
boyu's birthday is coming! shall celebrate. maybe during friday instead cause one hour recesses are easier. haha.
shits. history test next week.
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, February 14, 2009*
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
OHNO!
argh. damn you mrs chan. if you hate me why dont you say so.
OHNO!they shifted mom's form class to the same level as mine! haha actually nothing to worry about -cause its totally different sides -except when the toilet above the viewing gallery closes. tmomrrow i wont be having a proper recess again even though we're having theory for home econs tmr. but at least i'll be hanging out with my squadmates. :D OMG OMG OMG i'm going to die during jtc!!!! omg joe you better teach me everything i need to know.
i'm not doing well for any tests so far in term one. my whole ppr will just be filled with "i could have gotten..." damn careless mistakes. i'm not smart omg. seriously. why does everyone who isnt in the same class as me thinks i'm smart. i can be much much stupider than you think. i lose so many marks not only because of my careless mistakes but also because i'm just plain STUPID omg.
just realised we've been having tests every week ever since chinese new year and will continue to do so until march. which is after week 10?
CHEM TEST TMR MY GOSH. my cockroach teacher desnt really seem to be helping us revise. just confusing us by teaching more stuff bout covalent bonding and handing out a whole new lot of worksheets. okay science test is a definite NO FAIL NO "C"'S besides its the only hope left for letting my mom not feel so :/ about me not doing well.
okay she doesnt really say it out loud but i dont wanna embarass her and all.
ap training tmr. dunno what to say except that i'm gonna get superly duperly fat with no pt for 12 whole weeks. better do stuff at home man.
okay okay i should be studying. fridays are the best :D
haha hello huili (ooo alliteration- see mrs chan- okay maybe its not) ma'am, guess you're reading this. you'll probably do so one day. aiyoyo dont tell my mom whatever i say in here kay! she told me some stuff today *ahem ahem* better not to in case she comes after me.
eaten. burrp. *Thursday, February 12, 2009*
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
WANNA GIVE ME ONE?
hahhaa i failed lit. now mrs chan is being her normal biased self. i'm not really trying to think about all the stupid things she tells my mom. to keep her "updated" like wtheck i alr feel so bad cause my mom wants me to do well and there annoying (no offence) mrs chan keeps telling her everything i do making my mom feel so embarassed and all. like wthell lah can you shuddup. even miss dawn lim isnt so :/ or go and get braces (you need those) or something i dunno. a muzzle would be best. sorry but thats just the way i feel.
anyway, i'm so bummed about not going to have proper activity with my squadmates. just thinking about all the silly jokes we had thanks to lucia who called not long ago. haha i actually miss np! O: or rather i miss spending time with my squad. and people. superly duperly alot. being the only np girl in my class is so sad. haha. just ren for the whole yr. or rather, just ren until ap ends.
thank you yijing for my wallet (: gave me a shock. ask me to pick one for you and in the end you give it to me. haha.
okay now during recess i still feel i'm sec one and the new sec ones are sec two's cause they are so frighteningly tall. hows the air up there?
friday recesses are fun :D except when miss gwee tells us to reach home econs room by 11.15 so i only have half hour.
eaten. burrp. *Tuesday, February 10, 2009*
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