Wednesday, January 28, 2009
EH, NOT FAIR MY MOM GAVE ANG BAO TO HER CLASS
haha my gosh my tagboard is dead! lol
eaten. burrp. *Wednesday, January 28, 2009*
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
I HAVENT REACHED MY 100th POST YET O:
haha i'm still on my 85th post ever since i got this blog. (okay sorry radndom)
its so boring i have absolutely nothing to post about. i didnt go for much visiting this yr. most of them came over to my house instead (:
i'm feeling kinda :/ cause i have school tmr. i feel really bummed out about wednesdays cause i have p.e and its the same period as my mom's form class. so obviously i get really nervous and all. like i keep telling myself to smile or soemthing when i see my seniors but i keep thinking they're like going : "ugh" haha so i have that sick feeling throughout the the whole period and anna leong's alr starting to think p.e is an alien subject for me. and somehow it seems so awkward when i see them in school. like i get really really scared and i cant be myself.
sometimes i hate myself for it and i keep thinking "god get a life qijun no one cares" dunno why i feel like that and i hate talking like this i think i better stop. i want to go "haha" somewhere in this post hello! haha okay i'm laughing at myself now. dunno if huili ma'am actually reads my blog since she tagged not long ago. hope she doesnt laugh at me.
anyway....forgetting about all that. i think i'm going crazy. i keep polishing my shoes over and over again eventhough i know their never gonna get any shinier. (?) i think i'm going to get the china person all freaked out with the burning of the boots or something. she's so awfully quiet! i'd just die if i couldnt open my mouth to say something for like 5 mins. which explains why i'm so talkative during np and i should stop cause its like annoying my seniors and all.
argh. i keep talking/thinking about np. i'm going mad cause i dont want to. i feel damn nervous about wednesdays and fridays now. when i just sit there and stone my mind drifts off to past activities and future ones where i should stop acting like such a dick or find ways to shrink to ant size so that can just go around unnoticed. ahhhhhhahahahaha.
anyway i know i'm going to fail lit test cause of stupid edulearn and i'm going to grow fatTER (cause i'm alr fat) and i'm getting annoyed at mrs chan cause she's so biased and i'm worried my mom is being a terrible form teacher cause she really doesnt know what she's doing at times.
and i'm scared our squad's never ever going to be able to bond with our nco's and i'm probably going to screw up annual parade. i'm scared i'll go crazy around my juniors and they're so freakishly tall and gonna literally look down on me. haha okay stupid things to be scared off laugh at me wont you?
i hope i hope i hope (see use the word "hope" more and not "i'm scared") things will get better in np and i also hope that i'll stop being such a prick. ew i hate sounding so emo.
haha my gosh just realsied this post is really really seriously retarded and i feel so much happier now. haha.
i cant wait for sundays :D
eaten. burrp. *Tuesday, January 27, 2009*
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Monday, January 26, 2009
HAPPY CNY (:
happy chinses new yaer (: stupid edulearn is so annoying. i've been trying to log in for ages and its still not working. i couldnt even update my medical history but its so not my fault if suzie scolds me. effing retarded.
anyway yesterday at church we celebrated zhiting's, amos's, yingyu's and issac's birthdays (: haha bing, jp, xn, rodney and i had met up on saturday to bake a cake which turned out edible by the way. we just messed up daniels house a little. for the whole day i thought yy wouldnt even bother to say thanks bt in the end she did (: at 12.30 last night. the cake wasnt THAT gross. it was just...frozen. we had put it in the freezer so of course the chocolate inbetween and around the cake got frozen. and it was a thick layer mind you. haha i bet everyone felt super fat after eating it.
i better save up all my angpao money this yr man. last yr i was so totally broke that now i owe valerie $50 shhhh. but i'm still gonna watch bride wars this saturday if i can find the timing (:
eaten. burrp. *Monday, January 26, 2009*
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Saturday, January 24, 2009
TIME PASSES DAMN FAST WHEN ITS NOT SCHOOL
i had bbq at east coast with some ym (youth ministry) people yesterday (: and now i can clarify that east coast is in the east (: alright fine.
our pit was just opposite the road safety park :/ just reminded me of cca. and daniel i dont really wanna hear about you boasting about your ncc cause i know you think i cant do anything -.- like so whatever you're the one being immature and all.
so the guys were in charge of the buying of the food. smart, they bought the alr marinated chicken (: anyway, they really spent alot of money on the bbq and stuff so
thanks (: had a good time (: omg cr has a super big ego. he can even compare mashmallows! (or "marshmallows" i dunno) but of course mine was the only one that turned a nice golden brown for EVERYONE i roasted :D hahaha. i had stingray for the FIRST time ever! :O quite good (:
singapore beaches are disgusting. i just cant stand it. i dont even have to step onto the beach before i felt kinda gross. like, totally black, brown, grren whatever you call it but there were black bits in the sea. i guess after you've seen the freaking clear waters in australia which are like crystal clear whatever doesnt seem to be plain water is totally disgusting. then the guys like just totally jumped into the water and i wa standing there like, ewwwwww all the oil and bits of waste materials. luckily i managed to tolerate it when si en and jamie went down to the shore cause they really like the feeling of the sea water rushing over their legs. and they let the sand COVER their feet. god knows what could be down there. haha maybe i'm getting a bit paranoid.
anyway, the bbq was good (: and thanks uncle ming yue for sending us home (: thanks cr, junpei and bing for planning the bbq (:
today, we (xn, rodney, bing, jp daniel and i) went to bake a cake for several peoples birthdays tmr (: issac, yy, zhiting and amos (:
i met bing at cathay before going down to plaza sing to meet xn and jp. rodney joined us soon afterward. we spent about one hr and 15 min at carrefour pickig the ingreidents when jp told us there was a baking shop nearby that sold everything we needed at like a much cheaper price. lol. we couldnt actualy be bothered to place everything back to its original place so we sort of put a little bit here and a little bit there :p we only got the strawberries cause we didnt think the baking shop would sell them.
we baked at daniel's house and while waiting for the cake to be done, we played HIDE AND SEEK. haha i realise i suck at being the seeker. lol. i had to search daniels room three times before i found junpei. hahaha. oops.
the cake turned out pretty good (: i just hope daniel brings it safely tmr (:
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, January 24, 2009*
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Thursday, January 22, 2009
WHY ISIT ONLY THE THIRD WEEK OF THE YEAR
argh, time passes super slow! omg omg omg i can die man.
haha okay sorry i havent been posting alot these few days. i just dont have the mood to use the com (: edulearn is being annoying. i tried everything and i just cant log in. :/
i cant believe i left my file in school like all my homework is inside. thanks so much lucia for helping me pass it to my mom :D haha since when did you read my blog? omg omg omg mom's only coming home at 7 and i have tuiiton at 8. i have so much freaking homework to complete and i'm just wasting my time now. grrrr so mad at myself. and thanks to stupid edulearn i cant finish up my lit online when i actually have the time. and i have a lit test next week! i better remember to bring my lit file home.
okay i off to find purple paper cause we've gotta redo one of the np cny cards. at least this time isnt as stressful as last time and i did manage to help make one card so i dont feel totally useless (:
bbq at ecp with ym tmr! i'm so happy tmr's the last school day of the week :D
eaten. burrp. *Thursday, January 22, 2009*
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
OMG I'M NOT A TEEECEEEEEEE!
hahahhahahahahahahahahahahaha. omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg. they changed tc yesterday. omg. i'm happy, delighted, ecstatic, elated, on the top of the world (see mrs chan) haha. i just realised i was tc for exactly 9 months. i became tc on 16 MAY and they changed it on 16 JAN. :D being a tc was kinda fun actually. but then again i was always exceeding my messages so i guess changing it was a superly duperly good thing.
yesterdays activity was the first activty of the year :D wlm seemed quite happy (at certain times) but somehow i always have this feeling she just hates me more than everyone else. and obviously i feel damn super scared arond her. but of course there's always lucia, kim, jeraldine, rochelle, yijing and litong there to make me feel better (: we learnt a new drill. even though somehow the command always seemed to be said when everyone was on the wrong foot but i guess we managed to get it in the end. though i kept stepping on my own boots :/
mom was marking 4 truths chem test paper on thursday. her name was JUST THERE but i didnt peek at her marks.
i dont think i'm good enough to go for annual parade. i'll probably screw everything up like how i'm doing it now. yesterdays activity seemed to pass super fast. the caterpillar walk was so hilarious but made me get blisters :/ didnt know why.
lucia didnt become the next tc so i owe her 50 cents. haha.
ITS SUNDAY TOMORROW. OMG I'M SO HAPPY. HAHA.
LITONG I LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR CALL (:
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, January 17, 2009*
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Saturday, January 10, 2009
LUCIA YOU CANNOT PUT CHARCOAL ON A PAPER PLATE
haha today was cca fair. yesterday was sec one orientation camp fire. omg like gloria ma'am super busy lah. so poor thing.
hahaha we had to pour water below the campfire so that if anything happens, i guess the grass wont get burnt? haha lucia and i were like crazy people. we were one of the few who had to bring the water in buckets and we kept laughing and spiling the water along the way. esp when we were walking towards the wire on the ground connected to the mikes and stuff.
i hate moving bricks! omg so gross keep spotting cockraoches or ants nests or crickets inside *shudders* haha i like putting the rags onto the campfire pit. actually i prefer to se the rags. haha. there was one with smurfs on it :D okok.
anyway, i didnt stay for the campfire cause i had tons of homework to complete. when i went home dad had cell group and timothty came over. he helped me with my chinese and HOME ECONOMICS (omg haha) so i just had to go through the worksheets later (:
cca fair was today. woke up super early in the morning but i dilly dally-ed so i reached school at about 6.25. went down, went up again to move the canteen tables with litong, lucia and others. next i had to move the bricks AGAIN from the field to the shed and there was this gigantic cockroach on the way. eeeeeee.
next we did the boundary thing and i was watching lucia do the ambers while i sat there maintaining the rope. so funny to see her desperately trying to start a fire. (:
next i went to help prepare the food. and i realise i didnt know how to peel onions! in the end i gave up and decided to wrap them up in aluminium foil instead. the egg in the orange was unique but i was wondering whether the sec ones would actually dare to try it. well, in the end there was none left for me ( :( ) so i guess they did eat it :D
okay the scariest thing happened when i was preparing the pizza bread. haha nvm. we all ate the burnt ones which were actually quite nice but right now i have a awful sorethroat. hahaha. omg the sun was really really HOT. my head got so hot i couldnt tie my hair properly. heh. anyway the fancy drills were good (: but the sec 1's just sit there and stone can! only when the psl clap then they clap. hahahaha. oh no i'm going to get juniors. i cant wait but i'm so effing rude to my seniors now i think i'll just die. heh.
came home, ATE (omg so hungry) and i like fell alseep by accident for about one hour before i started freaking out and quickly went to call my squadmates abour the annual parade thing but everyone was sleeping too! hahaha.
i'm quite hesitant about going (because my drills suck) but since everyone says it'll be a good experience and lucia and all are going so i guess i'll just have to do my best :D
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, January 10, 2009*
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
wtheck
oh man i pratically screwed up todays muster parade. just stone there for dunno how long because i was so scared i felt like vomiting. dont think i desreve to be promoted. i cant even do a simple thing right.
eaten. burrp. *Saturday, January 03, 2009*
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
100 OMG'S IN 2008
i've had so many shocks in 2008 man. or should i say i've had too many shocks since i joined np. dunno how many times i've said "ohmygawd" since then. hahaha
i have to join sec 3 tuition this yearrr, :/ so sad. but at least mom's trying to help me get into triple science class next yr. (haha its 1 jan and i'm talking about next yr) but i think she can dream on. cause no matter how long i stay back in school and no matter how hard i work i'm never going to be as smart as junyin or yingyu.
went to aunty sabrina's house yesterday (: or should i say last year for coundown. damn it daniel the poppers are supposed to be pointed away from YOUR face but it doesnt mean it can be pointed towards MINE.
lol yesterday / last year i went to swim for the first time in 3 YEARS. ever since i moved from my condo i totally forgot about swimming. i was sitting at the pool side next to aunty sabrina thinking i was real safe until paul and some other guys from my cell group just lifted the whole chair and deposited me into the pool. quite fun and thank god i was wearing a black shirt.
i still have science and CHINESE to do. and tuition math work but i'm not regretting (: hahaha oops.
eaten. burrp. *Thursday, January 01, 2009*
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